Rebel At Heart

Chapter 34: It's All Just A Joke

*Blake's Point Of View*

I hear my name being called. I'm exhausted. I sit up in bed, groaning.

"Blake! Get down here now!"

I climb out of the bed and stumble down the stairs.

"What now?"

Raini is standing at the kitchen table with Rylyn in her arms. Her eyes are filled with concern and worry. Trenton and Castiel are standing on either side of her. Matthew is standing with a note in his hands.

"What the hell did you do to my sister, bastard?!"

"What are you talking about?"

He gives me the note and I read it.

'Please don't come looking for me. I lost the baby. Blake and I split off our relationship. I need time to myself. Please leave me be. I know that Raini will immediately want to call the police to try and find me. Don't. I want to figure out what's going on with my life before I continue. I dropped out of college, so don't bother looking or me there. Kimmy is clueless, too. Don't bug her. I just need a little time to myself. Please, don't be mad. It's no one's fault. Follow my instructions. No following me. No searching for me. I'm sorry. I love you. All of you. Even Blake. He just shouldn't have screwed up so bad. You were right Trenton. Tell Rylyn I love her. I'll always miss you guys. Remember that. ~Boston Copeland Richards'

I'm speechless. I hand the note back to Matt. My knees give out. I collapse to the ground. It's all my fault. If I'd made my intentions clear in the beginning, we wouldn't be here. My life wouldn't be so f**ked up.

"Blake, I'm sorry to say this, but you need to leave."

I look up at Raini. Her eyes are red rimmed. She's been crying. It's really upset her. All because I've screwed up. I turn and head back to Boston's bedroom. I grab my stuff, shoving it in my bag. I sling the bag over my shoulder. As I pass through the kitchen, Castiel tosses me a set of car keys.

If this is what they want, this is what they'll get.

& ?o