The Ultimate Love

Long Time No See

Ok it's been about three years since I've posted. I have gone back and read my entries and I sound very disorganized. I have a hard time expressing my feelings and making it sound correctly through words. (If that even makes since) I am not poetic or inspiration. I am a young woman who wants others to get through their dark times and find the true light which is Jesus. When I was writing these entires, I was very lonely and depressed and God was the only person/being I received my love and attention from. I can now say that looking back, I am grateful for my trials and dark filled days. I am a living testimony now and I am able to help and mentor others through their struggles. God is real and wants you to love him. Just last night one girl called me and was cussing and just very pissed off. I was able to calm her down and tell her my struggles and through that she learned to trust me and to look to God for help. If you have access to a Bible then I think you should open that bad boy. I have many Chinese and Korean friends who once they got to see how great God was, they accepted Jesus into their heart and now they are filled with joy. I went to the alter with my Chinese buddy today and I prayed out loud for his family because they need Jesus. I held onto him and just prayed. Don't harden your heart to God. He sees you and if you are pissed at him, then I hope you are driven crazy until you can't take the pressure anymore and finally give your crap to God. Just.... Trust me when I say God is the real deal. I am so tired of people saying they don't want to be "religious". Well, let me tell you, when God enters your heart, you change and you will want to read your Bible and talk to God. I hate when people make Christianty into a ritual belief where you have to have act a certain way and have no problems. Psssh please!!!!! God loves getting his hands dirty and cleaning up people's lives. What was the point of Jesus dying on the cross if everyone had everything "together". It's okay not to be perfect because God will take your burdens for you. Man, listen to my words. God can take on your problems and all your jacked up sins. Trust me when I say God has seen it all.... No sin will ever surprise him. A true relationship with God doesn't feel like religion, but a friendship.

To receive salvation all you have to do is believe Jesus died for your sins and confess that you are lost without him. Confess your sins and ask for forgiveness. Tell Jesus you love him and want him to fill you up with his love. Tell him you believe he is the almighty God and you believe he will come again. Heaven is your real home. Ask Jesus to change you and thank him for loving you even before you knew him. Just love on Jesus, believe he is real and died for your sins, and repent of your old ways.

God loves you and I mean this sincerely    
I hope you believe.