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One after the other
Again
Again
Oh guess what... AGAIN!!!!!
All freaking day i was getting rejected and ignored
Ex:
Saw a friend of mine and went to say hey to her and she did a quick "hi" and ignored me
Group of girls excluded me from their group I'm thinking on purpose
Getting trapped in my head all day
Fake smiling just wanting to go home
Not one of my best days.....
We have all these days where we feel like the day drags on forever and all this baggage is pilling on top of each other and u just want to run and hide
God sees you!!!
I know because he's already pulled me out of my reallllly dark time and he has saved me and that time has made me stronger. So when days like this comes i pray that he will help me stay strong and not relapse
I went to a football game and my friend noticed i was really quiet and i played it off
I was ready to just go home and be alone
It was homecoming game and one of my "best friends" (she hurt me real bad) was on the representative for our grade she looked beautiful. I got my camera out and took pics
Later she was passing me and she actually called me out and said hey to me
So i went and hugged her and told her she looked beautiful and said hey to her friends
When i walked away i was holding back tears
I felt like i was being pulled back to the old days when we use to chase lizards and jump over hills on the golf cart and it was hard to let go
She never talks to me in skool but the one night shes all the big whizz she wants to give me attention
It hurts.... Like really bad
The night went on and it was ok we lost the game and went to an after party
I keep tellin myself that things will get better over time
Time heals and so do wounds
"6Humble yourselves, therefore, under God's mighty hand, that he may lift you up in due time.
7Cast all your anxiety on him because he cares for you.
8Be alert and of sober mind. Your enemy the devil prowls around like a roaring lion looking for someone to devour.
9Resist him, standing firm in the faith, because you know that the family of believers throughout the world is undergoing the same kind of sufferings."
(1 Peter 5:6-9)
"3He heals the brokenhearted
and binds up their wounds."
(Psalm 147:3)
Leviticus 19:28 - "Ye shall not make any cuttings in your flesh for the dead, nor print any marks upon you: I [am] the LORD."
Some people like to self harm in hard times
Ive been there and it only hurts urself and gets u even more addicted to the thrill
God LOVES you and wants u to stop
God stopped me b/4 i got really serious and never once make a scratch or burn on myself
He took away my dark dull emotionless void out of my eyes
He gave me happiness and actually got me to smile for the first time in a long time
He gave me HOPE
He saved me ultimately and became a very close friend of mine
Give God a chance plz
He truly is a life saver
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The Ultimate Love
General FictionShowing that teens go through hard times but in the end its totally worth the hurt. You learn from mistakes and tough times which leads to great testimonies.
