The Ultimate Love

New Friendships in the Neighborhood

Pur neighborhood has this fall festival every year where theres food, bounce houses, clowns, music, laser tag, and raffle tickets to win prizes. I went and i see one younger dude i know and talk to him and we hang.

One hour later i see all these people I've never seem b/4 and i start to get a little nervous.....

I have this weird thing where i don't feel comfortable around a lot of people and idk how to act. Ive always been like that and i stutter almost every time i speak.

I sat at one of the tables w/ our neighbors that we know and talked. One of the women has a son my age and i joked around w/ him trying to lessen the awkwardness

I felt very fat and self conscious of my arms

I was wearing a t-shirt that showed my arms and i get nervous showing them

One of my neighbors said i looked like a supermodel and I'm thinking

"Pah lease!!!!! I ain't close to being no supermodel!!! I don't like when people make things up!!"

So i soon see these girls 4 of them and they looked my age

I felt this pressure to go talk to them

Well as time went i kept watching them and thinking of how i could introduce myself

Soooooo i saw them leave and i felt like i missed an opportunity

I don't really know anyone in the neighborhood and when i saw those girls i felt like meeting them

For some reason they came back and sat on a bench and i watched them

When were were leaving the Lord told me to go to them

Some how, idk how, i made my way to them and asked them if they all lived in the neighborhood and only one of them did

I got their # and they were either 1 year older or my age

Well i looked them up on fb and saw one of them cusses and one likes then screamo bands like i do but i also saw one of them being a Buddhist

Idk how I'm suppose to act around a Buddhist if they b cussing around me and they don't know Jesus..... I don't want to go all christian on them

I feel like God made a plan for me and this might be an opportunity to share the love of Jesus with them

The girls were excited and were happy b/c they didn't know anyone in the neighborhood either

Sooooooo i got some new friends and hope i can have a good relationship with them

God loves everyone

*i got a balloon ray gun from the clown hehehe im special!!!!!