The Ultimate Love

Alone Time

Sometimes its good just to take some time and be alone.

I had some free time during class and i just wanted to be alone so i put some music on and sprawled out in my chair closing my eyes and just ignoring my annoying classmates.

I feel like they are so immature and foolish
Girls thinking they are all that and a chicken wing
And then the guys... Uhhhh dont get me started
Lets just say.... Need to grow up!!!!
-throwing and breaking pencils
-making whale noises and laughing like aliens
- fake arguing

Now u see why i just want to be alone!!!!

Im more chill and mature
And different
I listen to christian and clean screamo music
They listen to stupid rap and lil wayne and Justin Bieber and 1D
I like to read and do photography and they like goin on dates and twerking

I have no real click in my class

So i was looking at my emails and this "weekly google" update was on
I click on it and this is what popped up

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It was a picture that had the saying "i think its very healthy to spend time alone. You need to know how to be alone and not defined by another person" Oscar Wilde

I felt like God was speaking to me and i just smiled

Little things like that is Jesus speaking to you and uplifting you
Little blessings too from Jesus

A lot have people have learned to cope being alone
Heck i did
God will lead your life but you need to make an effort to do what is right too

Some people feel like they deserve to be lonely and an outcast
IVE BEEN THERE!!!!!!!
I use to look at my churches youth group wishing i could be apart of something to do with teens
For 5 whole years i struggled wanting to be accepted into that group
I prayed about it and God soon told a youth leader to introduce theirselves to me like the Lord kinda put a pullin or need in the women's heart to go talk to me
She introduced me to some girls that i have seen there for like EVER and they said i could be in their click
I was soooo happy
I knew while goin home that sunday night that God was just saying something like "well since you didnt take the first step i jumped in and helped you out a little"

God knows im scared of a lot of things and that im used to being in the shadows but since ive been readin my Bible and talking to him more about whats goin on im my life, hes supported me and has opened un openable doors