BAP- Zelo and Himchan- 'Confusions when in L.O.V.E'

Cheating and Crying

*WARNING-strong language(thought I might warn some people hehe)*




There in the distance you saw your boyfriend, or should you say ex-boyfriend with Natasha! Your eyes were welding up with tears but you knew you had to stay strong when you approached the 'couple' since you didn't want to seem like a weakling. You struggled to stomp over to them, almost as though you were dragging your feet on the ground. This was your first relationship and already it's come to a conclusion that there are people you cannot trust. You were getting closer to them but they still haven't seemed to notice you, they were still holding hands and whispering to each other that were possibly 'romantic statements'. You started to feel queasy, why was this happening, you didn't deserve to be cheated on by someone you thought you could trust. So the whole time when Natasha was with Zelo and you were dating Himchan, she was cheating on Zelo with Himchan which meant Himchan was cheating on you with Natasha...things have become so complicated now. You knew you had to approach them and give them a little piece of your mind but your conscience told you to stay away, it caused confusion in your path. Eventually you pulled yourself together and built up the nerve to approach them. Himchan noticed you and let go of Natasha's hand immediately and distanced himself from her, thinking that you didn't catch them but you saw everything,


You- "YAH! Himchan, what the fuck are you doing?"

Himchan- "I...erm, it's not what it looks like"


You- "I saw everything there is no denying it now! Did you really think you could keep this up, and was everything that you did with me, for me...A BIG LIE!? You know...I actually thought you liked me and that you would be faithful but I guess I was kidding myself believing everything I had with you!"


Himchan- "NO! No no! Please forgive me, I never had feelings for Natasha, once I met you I only loved you, please don't leave, I'm sorry I ever did this to you"


You- "No! I don't need any more of your BULLSHIT! It's over! I had feelings for you, but I don't want to be around someone who would do this to me! We could have still been together if you hadn't done this to me, but not anymore"


You just walked away, first slowly but then your pace started to speed up and your eyes were filled with tears, you could hear Himchan shouting your name in desperation, but you didn't care anymore, you needed someone around you that you could trust and only one person came to mind and that was Zelo. You soon started running back to your dorm, back to Zelo with tears pouring down your face.


You got to your dorm building quick and you pulled out the keys to open the door as fast as you can, your hands were shaking uncontrollably and you kept dropping the keys. Zelo probably heard the noise that you were making and he opened the door, he saw your face but before he could say anything you went in and gave him a hug. His warmth was comforting, it calmed you down but you were still crying from the event. Zelo was being very patient and understanding with you, he swept away your tears with his palms as he looked you in the eyes, his eyes were filled with sorrow while you struggled with the pain of losing your first boyfriend. You usually believed in second chances but you didn't want to put your trust on Himchan anymore because his action was too painful for you to bear. You dried away your tears with your hands but Zelo kept hugging you, you pulled away and put on a fake smile. Zelo was probably confused since you just came back crying without any explanation, so you decided to tell him why,


You- "I'm sorry, it's just that...tha..."


Zelo- "That bastard cheated on you?"


You- "H-How did you know?"


You couldn't help but start crying more because you started thinking about Himchan again. Maybe you shouldn't have been so harsh with him before. No. He deserved it because what he's put you through is much worse, he deserved it. Once you started crying Zelo gave you a comforting hug and he tried to calm you down.


Zelo- "Omo, cheer up, such a pretty girl like you can't keep crying over some guy, it's his loss, you will find someone better, someone who cares for you and would never do such a horrible thing to you"


You- "I don't know what to do anymore...oppa, what should I do?"


Zelo- "Why don't you forget about him and think about something else...look, let's watch some TV, it always cheers us up"


Then there was a desperate knock on the door, it was Himchan and he was shouting your name from behind the door, you couldn't face him anymore.


You- "GO AWAY! I DON'T NEED YOU ANYMORE! Can't you take the hint that I don't want to be with you anymore"


Himchan- "Please, just...I know you hate me, I hate myself even more. I can't bear the fact that I've hurt you, and I feel empty without you by my side anymore, just give me another chance and-"


You- "No, I'm done with you, you had your chance and you blew it, and if you really love me like you say you do then you wouldn't have cheated on me. You know, this isn't helping so why don't you just leave me alone!"


There was a moment of silence and then you heard a snuffle from the other side and then Himchan replied,


Himchan- "I understand, I hate myself too...I guess it's a goodbye, you didn't deserve any of this, I'm sorry...bye"


Then you heard his footsteps gradually fading as he walked away from your dorm room.