BAP- Zelo and Himchan- 'Confusions when in L.O.V.E'

Regret and Reassurance

You pulled away with widened eyes as you realised what you were doing was wrong. He looked at you as though he was reassuring to you that it was all okay and it was nothing to be concerned about.

You- "I'm sorry...I can't, I shouldn't have done that"

Himchan looked at you with disappointment but didn't say anything. Dazed and confused at what you just did, you decided it was best to lead him to the door and say goodbye.

You- "I think it's best if you leave"

Himchan- "But, I can help you pack your things"

You- "No. It's probably best if you stay away from me, I can't handle any more relationships"

Himchan- "Oh...okay, you have my number if you change your mind. I'm always here"

You- "Thanks, but you won't be getting a call from me anytime soon. Bye"

You closed the door and turned around to think about what you had just done. Why did I kiss him? (A.N. because you is one thirsty ass hoe! xD) You sat down on the bed and took your time and then jumped at the thought that Destinie would still be waiting for you, so you needed to get a move on. Quickly, you rushed around the small room and packed your things into an old suitcase and bid your last farewell to the dorm room, locked the door with the keys and walked to the lift.

Once you got to the ground floor you saw Destinie still waiting in her car for you, you decided it would be best not to tell her anything about Himchan, you were scared of being judged and you were afraid of telling anyone in the first place. You wave to her as she was still sat in her car, she gets out to help you put the baggage in the trunk and she sighs heavily,

Destinie- "What took you so long? It's been almost an hour!"

You hesitated. Should I tell her? Should I not?

You- "Well, it's my last time being in that room so I just wanted to-"

Destinie- "To say goodbye? You're not supposed to be sad leaving this place remember, Zelo cheated on you. If I was in your position I would dread standing in that room for mor than a minute"

You- "Well, you know. I had memories there"

You lied, you couldn't tell her that you kissed Himchan for no apparent reason, she wouldn't understand. No one could understand, even you.

Once you drove off and arrived back at your new dorm. The new place that you had to call "home" until your eduction is over which was going to be a while. You unpacked your things are crammed them into a small desk that had limited space for your stuff. The room was getting crowded as you both added more and more things to it. A sleeping bag was positioned in the middle of the room and you both agreed to have turns on the bed to make it more fair. Once you were done, you dozed off immediately because you had a long day and tomorrow was the beginning of college again so you needed all the rest you could get.

The next day in the college building you continue with the usual lessons and the terrible boredom that every other student experiences. After eating your lunch you go to the toilet to wash your hands and Natasha enters as well, you stare at her with frustrated eyes. This bitch is everywhere. You pretend not to notice her at first but then you were shocked at the fact that she casually walks over to the tampon dispenser and puts in money. You raised an eyebrow and just watched her. She looked back at you with her usual pissed off face,

Natasha- "What do you want?"

You- "What do you need those for?"

Natasha- "Isn't it obvious, I'm on- I'm only getting them for a friend"

She responded worryingly

You- "Fine"

You said but you didn't know whether to believe her or not. Natasha left first and you decided to follow her to see what might really be going on. You tried following her through the corridors without making it seem too obvious and stopped a few metres away but still stayed hidden from sight. She went to her other snobby group of friends and starting breathing heavily and told them,

Natasha- "Oh my god, I was almost caught"

Melissa- "What do you mean?"

Natasha- "She almost found out that I'm not really pregnant, I told her I'm being these for a friend"

She said with shaking hands. You couldn't believe it, it was all a lie. Tears were forming in your eyes but you tried to hold them back as you approached her little mob. Natasha saw you approaching and her eyes widened as you stomped towards her. Her so called friends stepped away from her, they could sense that his was going to get ugly. You shouted at Natasha,

You- "What do you think you're doing?! Did you think you could pull this off for long enough?"

Natasha- "It's, I was just jok- okay, you caught me but I was hoping that it would take longer for you to find out"

You- "Just tell me...what was your aim in playing this stupid little trick"

Natasha- "No. Just mind your business okay?!"

You- "mind my business?! MY? No, it was you who kept on interfering with me and Zelo so you need to mind your own business and you better tell me why you did this"

Natasha- "Fine, but wasn't it obvious enough? I wanted you to think that Zelo didn't love you anymore so that I could get him back and so that you would remain miserable because you fucking piss me off"

You- "Well, looks like your plan failed now, I'm sorry but I'm gonna go and get my boyfriend back and there is nothing you can do to change that"

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