You slowly turn around, he was following you.
You- "Yah! I told you, leave me alone and stop messing with my feelings"
You said, completely avoiding eye contact with him because you knew that if you looked into his hypnotising eyes you would become weak and burst out crying again.
Zelo- "Im not following you, just taking a walk down the park, you don't believe me jagiya?"
You- "I won't be your jagiya anymore if you keep on following me!"
Zelo- "Oh come on, I can't stand a night on my own, I need you"
You- "Why don't you invite Natasha then? I sure you'd have so much more fun"
You said sarcastically, although you were breaking down at the fact that he might be holding some feelings towards her.
Zelo- "I only love you! Why is it so hard for you to understand?"
You- "I...I just need some time off okay?! Just stop following me!"
You continued to walk but the heavy footsteps that were following behind you soon stopped and you could hear him say faintly,
Zelo- "I still love you no matter what...don't for get that"
*Was it wrong for me to do that? Is this really what I want?* it was a bit late to hold back now.
Destinie and you finally got to her dorm. It was nicely decorated with beautiful and creative artwork in the walls that were organised in order. Her desk wasn't a mess like yours, it was perfectly laid out and there was no junk lying around in the bedroom floor. Everything seemed so great and clean and mess free yet...you still didn't feel like you belonged there...something was missing...Zelo? You let go of your heavy bag making it thump loudly onto the floor and plonked yourself n the ground miserably.
You- "Chingu...what have I done?"
Destinie- "Aniya~ you mustn't think negatively, the reason why you're staying here is to try and solve the problem and to do that you need to relax and to stop thinking such bad things! Come on let's watch Desperate Housewives, the drama and comedy will make you forget all the bad things"
(AUTHOR NOTE- I LOVEEEEE Desperate Housewives, I am currently on season 3, if you watch it too then, WELCOME TO THE CLUB xD)
Destinie took your bag and it to the side so that there was more room for you to eat junk food on the floor and watch some TV. Your eyes were slowly closing. It was a long day and you needed some rest.
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You woke up the next day to your alarm and struggled to drag yourself out of bed and began to prepare for college again. You looked over to where Destinie was, she was still asleep. It was a bit difficult to sleep tonight because Destinie kept on talking in her sleep, her speech was muffled but you kept on hearing her say "Aniyo oppa!" in a happy tone. How cute, but it only reminded you more on your terrible fate.
You tried distracting yourself with the tv and a bowl of cereal before waking Destinie up to walk to campus together.
Right, I'm so so so so so so so so so so so so so sorry for leaving you with such small chapters but I have been quite busy, I think I will post once every few days now, but the chapters may be short (like this one) mianhae!! I hope you are still enjoying the story though, and don't forget to vote and comment!! <3 sarangheyoooo~~~
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