BAP- Zelo and Himchan- 'Confusions when in L.O.V.E'

Leaving our Loving

After the big break up that you made, you left in anger. You were annoyed at how he kept on denying the fact that he was with Natasha and he possibly...did things to her that you never wanted to think about. Ever. Finally, you felt like you got something big out of your chest. You did love him still, but you knew you couldn't love a cheater like him. He just went beyond limits.


You left and sat inside Destinie's car and told her to drive. Ignoring your command she turned to you and asked,


Destinie- "What happened?"


You- "What happened doesn't matter anymore, it's been done and I can't go back to the way we were. It's over"


Crushed by your own actions you were devastated at the fact that you'd broken up with Zelo but you tried to convince yourself it was the best hing to do but obviously Destinie wanted and needed to know all the details and so, you explained it to her. After telling her everything she stayed quiet for a while and then spoke,


Destinie- "You know...good for you! You don't need that cheating bastard around in your life anymore. We can both go and get your things out of his dorm and put them in mine. Don't worry, we can make this all work and you'll soon be happier than you ever were with him"


You- "You're right, but I still can't help and feel bad. He cried so much when I broke it off and I never thought something like this would impact him so much"


Destinie- "No. You did the right thing, there's no reason for you to feel bad, he should be the one to feel bad, not you."


You were soon convinced by her supportive talk that you smiled and told her to drive you to your old dorm to collect your things. Soon, you were outside the little apartment block that was once your home-sweet-home that had now turned into a building from hell.


Destinie- "Do you need any help?"


You- "No, I think I'll manage on my own"


Convinced, Destinie rolled up her car window, switched on the radio and waited in the car. She didn't seem to be affected by the situation, for her it was probably good since she had a roommate now but to you it was difficult to cope with. Pressing the close buttons on the lift inside the building, you started to remember all the memories you had in this dorm with your ex-boyfriend. It was hard for you to get used to the fact that you were single again, it made you feel lonely and empty inside and it was a feeling that you didn't understand well but you were glad to break it off with Zelo. Just thinking of him made you angry. Your thoughts were awakened by the sound of the elevator doors opening, you exited and turned left like you had always done before. Ahead of you, you saw someone and froze. He was stood outside your old dorm and he was knocking but then, he saw you and smiled slightly. You just gave him a dubious glare and asked,


You- "What are you doing here?"


He stayed silent. It made you realise that you haven't been in contact much because of the previous experiences you've had with him. The thought made you exchange a smile back. He looked shocked. The conceited, good looking guy who you loved before was stood beside the door yet again. You tried to ask him the same question again,


You- "Himchan, what are you doing here?"


Himchan- "Haven't seen you in a while huh?"


You- "Yea I guess, is that why you're here? Because you haven't seen me in a while?"


Himchan- "Actually no, I'm not here because of that"


You walked towards him, you were slightly taller than him in your 6 inch heels, he seemed to be intimidated. You stood close to him and kept looking deep into his dark eyes and then smirked as you reached for your keys to open the door.


You- "Since you're here, wanna come in and help me with some packing?"


Himchan- "Um, sure"


He went in along with you and closed the door and stood there awkwardly,


Himchan- "What should I help wi-"


You- "You still didn't tell me why you are here"


Interrupting him completely,


Himchan- "Oh, well I heard about what happened and I"


You had a feeling you knew what he was going to say next,


You- "And you were wondering if you could get back together with me right?"


Himchan- "I came to say sorry about all the trauma you've been through"


You- "Why? It's not like it's any of your business or anything, you have nothing to do with this"


Himchan- "No, but I do. I was the first to break your heart and I felt bad ever since the beginning and I just wanted to let you know that I mean no harm to you anymore. And yes...I did want to try and give us another shot"


Silence


Himchan- "So, what do you say?"


Without saying anything, you dropped your bag and crashed your lips onto his. The action was almost automatic, you did it without thinking. What the hell am I doing? You knew full well it was the wrong thing to do but you couldn't stop yourself anymore, you were under his control now. He took the kissing as a yes to his answer meaning you were, yet again, in a relationship.






















Heyyyyyy, short update :(( but I have sooooooooooooooooo many things to do for school since this is my final year and stuff but I hope you're enjoying the chapter so far and if you are then please, comment, vote and fan!!!! Hwaitinggg I will try updating soon.