BAP- Zelo and Himchan- 'Confusions when in L.O.V.E'

Smiles and Sorrows

After you both had a great time he walked you back to your dorm, still holding your hand,

Himchan- "I had an amazing time with you, one of the best in my life, I can't believe that a girl like you would ever want to go out with me"

You blushed hard at his words, your face has probably gone quite red since this was the first time someone said something like this to you,

You- "I had a great time with you as well, oppa. Let's do it again sometime, when can we go out together again?"

Himchan- "Tomorrow we can go, ummm, to the lake? We can go on a boat together, just the two of us"

You- "Omo! That would be so perfect"

You gave him a hug and he hugged you back, he soon parted and his face came closer to yours, this was the closest you have ever been with a guy, you could smell his fresh minty breath and you could feel his hot breath in your lips,

Himchan- "I love you"

He whispers before his lips meet yours. It was magical. This was your first kiss. Right there. You kissed him back, it was a slow yet passionate kiss, both of you enjoyed the moment until he parted away from you and walked you to the entrance of your dorm building. It was awkward, you didn't say anything, he didn't say anything. Still dumbstruck at what just happened, until it was time to say goodbye,

Himchan- "Bye jagiyaa~"

You- "See you tomorrow, oppa!"

You turned to the building entrance and waited by the lift, "wow that was amazing" you thought. It was late, around 10pm and you tried to stay quite along the corridors since you thought that people were asleep. Reaching for your keys in your bag you were shocked because when you reached the door to your dorm you could here shouting from inside, you couldn't tell anything that Zelo or Natasha were fighting about but you stayed clear from the door since you didn't want to enter at such an awkward time. Then Natasha stormed out while shouting at Zelo,

Natasha- "I don't need you anyways, you untrusting ass!"

"I guess this means they are done" you thought, finally you didn't have to bear anymore of Natasha's bitchyness, you had a feeling it wouldn't last. You still stood outside the room for Zelo to have a bit of time to take in everything that happened, since you didn't know how he was feeling and what his reaction to this was. Even though you were happy about this you were worried that Zelo might start arguing with you more because he might have become unhappy.

You slowly peeked into the room, he sat there on his bed and read a magazine...that was quite strange. There was a huge breakup and he seems to be completely emotionless and calm about it all.

You- "Hi..."

You awkwardly greeted him near the doorway as you took of your shoes waiting for his reply and reaction,

Zelo- "Oh hi, where did you go?"

You- "Shouldn't I be the one asking you what just happened now?"

Zelo- "Oh, were you here when that happened?"

You- "Ummm...yea, so...what happened?"

You were probably taking it too far with your curiosity, but you were itching to know what just happened and why it happened and all the details about it, you were always a very nosey person. He was looking at you, you could stand it but you avoided eye contact with him because the room was tensing up.

Zelo- "She cheated on me with some other guy"

You- "Oh...I'm sorr-"

Zelo- "No. I wanted to dump her long ago, I didn't realise how bad of a person she was until I started dating her, but I couldn't dump her because I realised what she could do. She would probably make up some rumours about me which could potentially destroy my life, so I'm blessed that she cheated so that I finally had a reason to dump her. I'm glad she's gone from my life now but I'm sorry for the way she treated you, but you have to understand I really couldn't do anything about it then"

You- "Oh...I understand but you don't have to apologise to me since it wasn't your fault but I'm glad that you're happier now"

Zelo- "You know why I'm happier?"

You- "Ummm...you just said didn't you, it was because you finally got away from Natasha, right?"

Zelo- "Ani~ because now I can finally be with you...jagiya"

He leans in closer to you for a kiss but you push him away, you were confused, it's all become a complicated love triangle now, you had feelings for both Himchan and Zelo and they both seemed to have feelings for you, but since you were already with Himchan you couldn't do this.

Zelo- "Wae? I thought you liked me...you made it quite obvious"

You- "I do like yo- I mean, I did, but you have to understand that...I've found someone else now"

You sat on your bed trying not to look at him, you felt guilty and it felt wrong to do this, but it was the right thing to do,

You- "I'm sorry, you will find someone else, sorry..."

Zelo- "No, it's ok, whoever you're with now....he's really lucky. I guess this means we are just friends"

You- "I guess so..."

There was silence for the whole night, you two didn't tell each other goodnight or made jokes like you usually did. You just friend zoned him and you felt terrible.