BAP- Zelo and Himchan- 'Confusions when in L.O.V.E'

Where and Why?

You got changed as soon as he left, into an outfit that he hasn't seen you wear before so that when you go to the library, if he really was studying with friends then he wouldn't accuse you of being untrusting or suspicious. You let of hair down completely, which you rarely ever did and wore a cap and some heavy makeup, to try and disguise yourself. Once you were ready you took your phone, a bag and a wallet. You were so suspicious because he'd been acting unusual, you've only been going out for one day but you didn't want to lose him, but you were so stressed out because you had no idea what was going on.

You got out of the house and made your way to the college library, it was a huge library, it would take you a while to find him...if he was actually there. No. You shouldn't think negatively, maybe he is studying with some people and you were just misunderstanding. You saw the giant building ahead of you. You went in and searched, you searched every single place in the whole library. No use. He wasn't there. You slumped yourself onto a bean bag and felt like crying. "Why is he doing this to me?" you whispered to yourself as you thought about everything....he wasn't cheating? Was he? Just two days ago you were cheated on and now, when you thought you found someone you truly love, you were afraid he was cheating on you as well.

Tears began to roll down your face as you made your way back to your dorm, you unlocked the door and went in. He wasn't there. You didn't know where he was. You texted him and you called him but still he didn't reply or pick up. This was making you feel sick. "Why does this keep on happening to me?" "Am I a bad person? Do I really deserve this?" These thoughts kept flying thought your head. Then you got a call it was from Zelo, you picked up immediately,

You- "YAH! What are you doing? I know you're hiding something, what is it?!"

Zelo- "I-I can't keep seeing you...I am sorry, you're just not my type...."

Those words shocked you,

You- "SO YOU WERE JUST USING ME?! How dare you! And WHY DIDNT YOU BREAK UP WITH ME IN FRONT OF MY FACE, YOU FUCKING COWARD!"

He sounded like he was crying but you didn't know why, if he didn't love you, if it was a all a lie then why would he be crying? It didn't make any sense.

Zelo- "Mainhae"

You- "You really think sorry is going to change what you've don-"

He hung up.

You threw your phone away, you never wanted to see him again, but then you realised you were his roommate and you didn't know what to do anymore. You had no one. You curled up in the corner and started to think of what you could do while drowning in your own tears. You knew that you couldn't run away from him although you wanted to, you wanted to run far away from him. You lost all trust in any one now. You were lost, lost without hope.