BAP- Zelo and Himchan- 'Confusions when in L.O.V.E'

Pinkies and Promises

It was early morning, your second day of college. Your second day of...torture. You couldn't bear the fact that you had to go back into campus again and hear those awful lies that were made about you. There was still another three months left to go and honestly if you doubted whether you'd survive the second, you surely wouldn't last as long as three months. You just lay in bed quietly thinking of the pain you'd have to endure in your classes and how you had to pretend like you did'nt care at all when in fact you were breaking down inside. Your eyes caught a glimpse of the time, it was 5am. You never got up this early, usually you would wake up at around 7am but you seriously couldn't sleep. Slowly, you closed your eyes and you tried to force yourself to sleep for another two hours because you didn't want to keep thinking about what might happen in school for any longer, but it was all hopeless since you were wide awake now. After another ten minutes you decide to break the silence of the room and try to wake Zelo up but talking to him,


You- "Oppa?"


Nothing. He was still fast asleep, you really needed him now but at the same time you didn't want to bother him. He slept like an angel. He was your angel. The end person who you could actually depend on, yes, yesterday was quite the roller coaster ride for the two of you but you were glad that it was all seemingly back to normal. Just looking at him brought a smile to your face, he was just too adorable. You played little flashbacks of the two of you together, in your head, it really helped the situation, you actually completely forgot about the negativity that the day probably held. You sat on your bed with a smile, stretched a bit and got out of bed. It was still really early for you to get ready so instead you stood up to get a book from the study table, it was one of your favourites, "The Help" by Kathryn Stockett, it had an intriguing and inspirational storyline, something that might help you get through the day even more. You snuggled up back into bed and started reading, you managed to read a few pages. Engrossed in your book, you didn't realise that Zelo has gotten up so when you saw him you jumped,


You- "Omo! YAH! Why do you scare me like that?!"


Zelo- "I didn't mean to I just didn't realise you were awake...how did you sleep?"


You- "Ermm, yeah, I was fine....I'm just.."


Zelo- "You're just what?"


You- "No, it's fine, nevermind"


You wanted to tell him that you were a bit scared of going to class again, but you reconsidered it and decided it would be best not to tell him since he might worry, he'd already done so much for you and you kinda just wanted to repay him somehow rather than being showered with care and affection all the time, you wanted to do the same for him someday.


Zelo headed to the washroom after and left you alone again. With your thoughts. You decided to finally ignore what everyone else said or did to you, three months wasn't that long. You tried to give yourself hope and inspirational guidelines, it was kinda working and the more you did it the more positive you felt about the day. You also decided that once today was over you and Zelo could spend more time together since haven't really done anything special. You were in a good mood all over again. Once your mind ran through all these views and ideas, the door to the bathroom unlocked and opened and Zelo came out. He gave you a smile but didn't say anything which was a bit unusual since he is normally quite cheerful and talkative in the morning,


You- "Is something up? You can tell me"


Zelo- "Nah, it's just that...I think we haven't been spending-"


You- "Spending much time together?"


Zelo- "You feel the same way too?"


You- "A bit, it's probably just because college began and we were too busy and because of yesterday's little arguement and stuff...but mostly cause of classes I think. How about today, we go and do something together after our classes?"


Zelo- "Sounds great"


He came over and sat next to you. He pinches your cheeks,


Zelo- "I love you. Im happy we can spend more time together now but I know that there's something bothering you and I want to help"


You looked away from his dark, sorrowful eyes,


You- "Worrying me? No, theres nothing. I completely fine"


You tried to fake a smile but it all came crashing down, your 'smile' soon became a depressed frown instead and you started crying, little tears kept rolling down your face,


You-"Pabo! I was fine until you said that, why did you have to remind me of it all again?"


Zelo- "Shh, shh, please don't cry, I don't like seeing you in pain. I can help you, it will all be fine soon, pinkie promise!"


You tried to control your crying and faced him,


You-"Pinkie promise?"


You questioned trying to break a smile through your terrified expression, you both crossed pinkies together and started giggling. Everything seemed fine when you were around him. Your guardian angel.