BAP- Zelo and Himchan- 'Confusions when in L.O.V.E'

Help and Healing

You looked him in the eye with concern, you were worried about what he had to say...was it really that bad?

You- "I- I don't get it? What's wrong?"

Zelo- "Why did you do that to her? No one deserves to be treated that way"

Destinie butts into the conversation to try and 'save' you from saying anything stupid,

Destinie- "Treated in what way? _____ didn't have to bear with anymore of that bitch's treatment! You didn't see the way they were towards us, if you would have been there, you would have understood how bad it all was...and plus we were just sharing the truth about her! All Natasha ever did was tell lies about us! Why do you care about her so much anyways?"

She seemed very willing to win this fight that she wasnt entirely apart of but she was helping you quite a lot,

You- "Yeah....why do you care so much anyways? Do you....."

Zelo- "No! I'm only saying that no matter what she did she didn't deserve that!"

You- "You do....you still have feelings for her"

Zelo- "______ you know I love you and only you, I'm just saying that revenge isn't the right way to solve a problem"

You- "And you think enduring it all is a way to solve the problem?"

There was silence. No one spoke a word. All that was heard was the sound of students chattering loudly in the background but even that wasnt enough to make this situation less awkward and tense. Maybe you were just over reacting...you were just jealous. Zelo was probably right, maybe you shouldn't have done that to Natasha because revenge is the wrong thing to do right? Your mind was filled with worry and confusion. You didn't want to lose him but at the same time you didn't want to be with someone who still have some feelings for someone else. But why? Why would he like Natasha. It probably was just you overreacting but still, why was he making such a big deal of it all if he claims to hating her?

You- "Im sorry....this is just stupid and I'm probably overreacting but I'm gonna go"

Tears started to pour down your face, but he wiped them away. You were being stupid but you just needed some time off from all this because it was effecting you.

You- "I love you and I obviously still want to be with you but please just give me some time to think it all over"

Zelo- "_____-ah there's nothing to think over, I told you that I was there to help you and I just didn't want anyone to get hurt..."

You- "You didn't seem to care that much when everyone made rumours about me and I kept getting practically bullied over there but when something bad happens to Natasha all of a sudden you care...I'm going"

You turn away slowly and start walking away from him, every single shuffle you made, made your heart hurt even more but he wouldn't let go of you. He held on to your wrist tightly and whispered desperately,

Zelo- "Jebal...don't go"

Destinie- "Just let go of her...give her some time"

Destinie pleaded Zelo...she was a good friend. Zelo loosened him grip on your wrist and you broke free, but was that really what you wanted? Of course you want him more than anything, you just needed some time to regain your trust in him again and you guess that meant staying over at Destinies dorm for a night...or maybe even two. You wanted to avoid the awkwardness of meeting Zelo again so you didn't go to your room to collect more clothes and things, you were just gonna sleep in your jeans no matter how uncomfortable it may be.

There was silence on your walk to Destinie's as you walked down a quiet lane in a park. You kept hearing shuffling behind you though, it didn't really bother you at first but when you looked back you saw the person you had been trying to avoid for the past 15 minutes and he kept following you

AIGOO! Mianhae my chapters keep getting shorter and shorter >.< I'm a terrible author because I myself don't even know what might happen in the whole ending of this fan fic, urghhhhh!! But either way I feel like the storyline is just getting worse and breaking apart and just GAHHHHHHHHH >~< it's getting uninteresting, so bear with me and I will TRY to get a hold of myself and write a better story overall :s