BAP- Zelo and Himchan- 'Confusions when in L.O.V.E'

Confidence and Cringing

Zelo and you got ready for school after two hours of messing around and watching TV together. You got your bag, wore it on your shoulder and held his hand while he locked the door to your dorm. Then you walked together, hand in hand. Constantly talking to each other and enjoying each others company,

You- "What do you want to do after school? Like our plan this morning"

Zelo- "I don't mind, as long as I'm with you"

You- "Yah! You give me the hardest decisions to make! Well...if you don't mind maybe we could have a movie night! Like just play a bunch of DVD's as soon as we get back from school together,

we can have popcorn"

Zelo- "And cherry tomatoes?"

You- "Yes, you can also have the cherry tomatoes that you adore so much"

You joked with him, he always had this obsession of including his cherry tomatoes whenever he could,

Zelo- "But I can live without the tomatoes but I can never live without my jagiya"

He puts one hand around your waist as you get closer to campus, he puts his head in your shoulder and whispers,

Zelo- "I love you, you're perfect so don't listen to the lies and rumours in school, their just jealous of how perfect you are. If you need help and support just call me and I'll be there to your rescue in seconds!"

He smiles and pretends to 'fly' like Superman, he was your immature little boyfriend that you adored so much but all his 'flying' made curious eyes stare in your direction and you felt slightly embarrassed,

You- "Yah! Stop people are staring"

Zelo- "I don't care if they are, they can think or say whatever they want, their opinion doesn't matter to me"

And that, was inspirational. You never quite thought of it that way, you were always that girl who felt awkward around crowds because you were worried of what they might think of you by the way you act, look and your personality. That really opened your eyes up and made you see that you shouldn't care about other peoples thoughts. So you thanked him before leaving for your building,

You- "Gomawo oppa!"

Zelo- "Huh??"

You kissed him quickly leaving him in a confused state, he really had no idea why you thanked him but you walked over to your building while looking back at Zelo and blowing kisses at him. The little dork pretended to catch them, oh how you loved him. Then he shouted suddenly while you were quite far from him, it made your face go bright red,

Zelo- "SARANGHAE JAGIYA!!"

Aish...how embarrassing, everyone was staring but you didn't care much after what Zelo told you, you shouldnt care what anyone else thinks. Then you both drifted away into your separate buildings and couldn't see each other until the end of the day.

The same process happened as yesterday morning, you went straight to your locker after entering your college building to put some heavy books in and again you were greeted by an ulema sang face and her 'crew'. Natasha was inches away from your face when you closed your locker door,

she was wearing a devious smile which gave you chills.

Natasha- "So what has this slut been up to lately?"

You- "Fuck off Natasha, leave me alone"

Natasha- "Wow...someone's a feisty bitch today, I'm guessing your affair plans didn't work out too well yesterday"

Everyone around her laughed, there were approximately 50 people in the corridor who were laughing at you. It made you feel awful but you didn't show it in your face. Then you saw that someone was holding hands with Natasha, that someone was Himchan. You were in shock, HE GOT BACK TOGETHER WITH HER?! You didn't have any feelings for him at all but you found it very strange and unusual since right from the beginning of when you caught him cheating, he showed no interest in her whatsoever and ran straight to you, when she was desperate for him. And now, this! You just hoped he wasn't going to mess anything up again. But it was weird seeing him like this now (with the bad gang and all) when the last time you saw him was when he was apologising to you and Zelo and he seemed extremely sorry. You guess people change. Then you got back to Natasha and the arguement straight after your deep moment in your thoughts,

You- "I'm not letting you talk to me like that you little fuck up! You really think that doing this shit's gonna benefit you? Well it isn't, because one day, I will get you back"

You slammed your locker door right in front of her face, she looked stunned, as though someone just stabbed her, I guess she wasn't expecting any of that from you. You were satisfied with what you said as you walked away but Natasha still made a remark as you tried to get away from there,

Natasha- "What the hell are you gonna do? Bitch!"

You completely ignored her but before you went to your classroom you looked back and caught a glimpse of Natasha with Himchan kissing....passionately? They seemed to be really into it, BLEH! It made you sick, seeing them like that brought the memory of your breakup back, you couldn't believe you let that jerk use you like that back then and now, he was stabbing you in the back once again.