BAP- Zelo and Himchan- 'Confusions when in L.O.V.E'

Barriers and Begging

You stood there dumbfounded, we're you actually going to get him back. You couldn't choose whether to stay there and give him some space and time or whether to run straight back to your dorm and talk to him more. Try and convince him or even...beg. If he wouldn't take you back and see reason then you didn't know what else you could do. He was the only person who could possibly help and support you no matter what, you don't have any friends now, well...you never really did, always being the awkward girl that no one really seemed to like or wanted to talk to. Zelo was the only person who was there for you and now, he might be gone. You didn't give up though, you decided to go. Just run, you ran to your dorm as fast as you could in your platform wedges, you regret wearing them. You eventually got frustrated in running in the damn things so you stopped and removed them and ran barefoot. You possible looked like a loonatic but you couldn't care less, you wanted him back because you didnt deserve to lose him when none of this was even your fault.

You made it to the building quick and just ahead you could see Zelo going in the lift, he looked at you while the doors slowly closed, you tried catching up but the doors already shut. You stood there vigorously pressing the button for the lift to arrive, then you gave up. You just had to wait now, wait for the next lift to come. Great...just great. You stood there in frustration as a few other people from your college came to catch a lift as well. You couldn't image how ridiculous you probably looked, your hair, your clothes, your BARE feet, it was all a mess. You would have taken the stairs but the doors were locked, you already checked.

Your 'ride' finally came and you went straight in and didn't take into consideration all the other passengers, you just went in and pressed the fourth floor before anyone could come in. The calm elevator music attempted to calm down the pain that you felt from all this, it didn't work, it just made you feel worse. The doors opened soon, you went out and ran to your door, checked if it was unlocked. Nope, it was locked. You rummaged through your bag for the key, where was it?! You couldn't find it anywhere, you emptied the contents onto the floor, kneeled down and searched. It wasn't there. Then you remembered, "no.." you said to yourself. When you two walked to your college this morning, he had the key, since you were planning to meet up and walk together at the end of the day, you only had one key and it was with him. You stood up straight away after realising this, and knocked on the door with desperation,

You- "Zelo~ah open up please, you can't lock me out from there, I live there as well! I know you're upset, angry and annoyed just please, let me in so I can explain"

After a long time of not hearing his voice you were relived when he spoke, but you were unhappy with what he was saying,

Zelo- "There's no explaining left, if everyone else knows then it must be true, how could you do this to me? Was I nothing to you?"

You- "Let me in and I'll explain...please"

Tears flowed down your face, completely ruining your mascara, leaving streaks of pain across your face,

Zelo- "Can you just...can't you just go somewhere else for the night like a friends dorm or something and leave me to think and just give me a night of peace, you've already caused enough trouble"

You- "But...I don't have anywhere, I only have-had...you"

There was a long moment of silence, you thought he was ignoring you now, so that you would hopefully go away but no. The sound of the door unlocking rang pleasantly in your ears, finally. He opened the door and you saw him, you were still on the floor, you looked up at him. He was crying, you could tell because his eyes were puffy and red. You hugged his feet,

You- "Please, just listen, i didn't do anything wrong"

Zelo- "Come in"

He said that very monotonously, without any sympathy, but then again why should he show sympathy when he thinks that you cheated in him. But you didn't. He went straight in and sat down on his bed, you were still on the floor n the doorstep to the room while you tried to pick up all the things you threw on the floor into your bag again, you did this quite quick, you didn't want to waste any time, you just wanted to go back to when you both were together and he held you in his arms and you would laugh and smile together. You just wanted it all back, it's only been an hour since you 'broke up' but you couldn't bear it, you needed him. All those happy thoughts and memories brought another few tears into your eyes, but you tried to fight them back, you tried not to be weak anymore. You could do this. You tried to encourage yourself mentally as you entered the room slowly and closed the door behind you.

You- "It's all a big lie, rumours! I would never think of doing anything as inhumane as this, to you. You know that I love you, why would I ever?"

Zelo- "Then why would all these so called rumours spread around? There isn't reason for it, is there?"

You- "Natasha. She wants to get revenge, I've suffered, everyone is just bullying me over this and I didn't do anything. I can't lose you"

Zelo- "I-I'm sorry, I never realised, I'm so stupid"

You ran over to him, stumbling because of your sore feet and just hugged him tight, you cried, you were so relieved to get him back, you thought you lost him forever. He hugged you back, this is just how you wanted it to be again, you and him, together.

You- "I am such a mess"

You laughed,

Zelo- "Nope, you're perfect, I'm so sorry I didn't listen to you, I was just in shock I guess and I only believed what everyone else was saying. Please forgive me"

You nodded slowly and kissed him, the feeling of his soft lips against yours is what you longed for this whole time, his hands slowly held your face, you felt protected again. You both pulled away soon and he wiped your tears with his thumb,

Zelo- "Don't worry, it's all over now, this will never happen again, your oppa is here with you, always"

<<Soory it's been so long since the update, I had exams and I was stressing last week and I also had a cold so I had loads of rest meaning I couldnt really write the next chapter (me is very sorryyy :( ) so now that I had time today I decided to try and write a super longgggg story with lots of detail lol, to make up for the long time you guys had to wait ;) enjoy~~~ >>