Poems from the other side

Delirium

I was a perfect person, until my virtue was taken and my virginity forced to be taken. I've never been kiss or held and never kissed or hold someone. My eyes don't wander but they become fixed on you. My parents believe in a good kid, but only one sees a promise the other doesn't believe. Good grades bright future I know I make my mother proud of me but the other doesn't see. Poison from your mouth causes my skin to crawl and my mind to become weak. God dammit I wanted peace but you took it away from me. I once wanted to be loved but can't give love inexperienced and open most take control knowing my frail heart falls easy. I make the most of it and live up to the challenge. The words I say may have meaning but to most make them feel like I repeat myself. In doing so I was perfect until a flaw was marked upon my body, you spoke my name and it destroyed me. Freedom was in my hands until you stole it from me.. I was true to be yours and all I cared about was you. Never gave up on this broken heart, hoping to find you at the end calling you my light.