The daily life of a scene girl (Ambers story)

Ch. 26 Don't go

The Daily Life Of A Scene Girl

Chapter 26. Don't go (short)

The next week Brody had to go to Boot camp, he was going to be gone for the next 30-35 weeks, tonight was my last night with him.

We laid in bed together, talking about nothing and everything, our feelings, our past, memories, ect, tonight was a very emotional night, especially for me, there was a lot of crying, holding, and shushing going on in that one little room, Brody held my arm and sighed.

“What’s wrong?” I said softly, he looked up at me with his beautiful green eyes.

“Your arm” his voice filled with sorrow, I looked down to see the scars scattered around my arm, hovering just above my veins, an accident waiting to happen, I said nothing, I continued to look into his eyes as they started to water, I closed mine and took a deep breath in.

Without saying a word, Brody leaned down and planted his lips on my scars, a small smile appeared across my face.

“I’ll never let anything bad happen to you” he laughed, his voice getting all shaky, I pressed my face against his, forehead to forehead, eyes closed, I smiled.

“It won’t happen again….I promise” his lips had made their way to mine as he kissed me with meaning leaving my lips all tingly, I rested my head on his chest, listening to the sound of his heart.

“I’m going to miss you so much, I wish you didn’t have to go” I sighed, Brody pulled me in closer to him and kissed the top of my head.

“I’ll be back, I will always be back…to you, no one else, ever…ever, ever, ever” he promised, I smiled at the thought of that.

“I like that” I agreed, there was a huge moment of silence, the good kind, the one where you know that you are not alone for once in this ugly world. That silence was broken by Brody’s soft sweet voice.

“So I was thinking, the baby” he started, I sat up and faced him, looking him in he eye.

“Yeah?”

“Any names? I mean what if im not here when you have it, we need to come up with some names” it hit me, what if he wasn’t here? That bothered me more than anything.

“I don’t know, we don’t even know if it’s a boy or girl yet”

“Well, I have some names in mind”

“Like?” I got curious, putting everything else aside for a bit.

“Like if it’s a boy, I really like the name Matthew, I don’t know why, I just do” I smiled, I didn’t know what I wanted to name it if it was a boy.

“And if it is a girl I guess I like the name Kerstin, I don’t know why for that one too, I just like it” I disagreed with him on that one, It honestly sounded like a whore name.

“What do you think? He asked, I just nodded along not really knowing what to say.

“I’ll think about it” he could instantly tell I didn’t like the, but he kept quiet, instead he smiled a faint smile, pulled me close to him and sighed with pleasure.

“I love you so fucking Much Amber Rose” he reminded making me grin like a idiot.

“Don’t ever, ever, leave me…ever” I said in a asking tone, he chuckled.

“Never” he reassured as I drifted off to sleep, we were going to be together forever, I could feel it, he could feel it, this moment was proof, I wanted to lay here forever and never let him go.

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