The daily life of a scene girl (Ambers story)

Ch.16 Confusing Affairs

Chapter 16

“Can you please come with me? I’m too scared to do it by myself” I begged.

“I don’t know Amber, I don’t think I should, just so we don’t complicate things” he whispered like someone was here in the room with us.

“Please, I don’t know what else to do, I mean I really don’t believe in abortion, I really do think it’s horrible, but now I understand why some people do it, besides it’s my only hope and I know this this sounds bad but it’s for the baby’s own good”. Brody’s face became completely lost.

“Why bring another baby into this mess and make it wish it were never born? It would live a long abusive life” I explained, trying to convince him into the idea.

“But there are other options.” Brody suggested.

“No, Aaron wouldn’t let me give it up, he would want me to keep it, he would want to keep it, besides like I said, why bring another baby into the world and add onto the problem, absolutely not” I spit out like a broken faucet. Brody was silent for a few moments before he finally nodded his head in agreement.

“Ok fine, only because I care about you” he sighed.

“Oh my gosh thank you” I choked breaking into tears, I threw my arms around him thanking him over and over, I looked up at him and we gazed into each others eyes, I bit my bottom lip as a faint smile appeared on his perfect face, we slowly leaned in towards each other, he kissed me passionately and I kissed him back, I swore it was the same exact way as before when we first kissed in the woods, we moved over to the couch, I unzipped his light washed jeans and yanked them off him pushing him backwards onto the couch I sat on his lap continuing to make out he pulled my shirt over my head, as he kissed my neck I got this warm tingle rise up inside my stomach, every kiss seemed to make my heart stop, everything just happened, nothing was forced.

Brody wrapped his arms around me locking me in a tight hold making me feel safe and secure, he got off the couch and carried me up the stairs, I quickly unbuttoned his blue Abercrombie dress shirt it slid off his shoulders and stopped at his elbows, I felt the soft cotton brush up against my upper thigh. I kicked off my red beaten converse sneakers, I heard one tumble down the stairs and the other bounce off the wall.

The door to his bedroom was already open, he carried me inside and shut the door with his waist, he bent down slightly so I could lock it, we did this like we had rehearsed it, he slid out of his red Velcro high top sneakers and kicked them under his bed, his hand held the back of my head as he laid me down resting in gently on the pillow, he slid his hand from underneath it and quickly removed his white undershirt reveling his smooth bare chest, he was perfect, just all around perfect, he looked like he belonged in a Abercrombie and Fitch advertisement, he did, believe it or not wear their clothes.

I looked into his green eyes and was reminded of when I first met him, how the first thing I saw was his unbelievable exotic green eyes, I never thought this would be happening when we first met because I was so madly in love with Aaron, I was blind, never thinking any of this would happen, I unbuttoned my shorts and Brody tugged them off my waist and I kicked them off my ankles, now, we were completely in our underwear and we didn’t know where to go, thinking fast, I had no clue what to do as Brody continued to kiss my neck, moving down my chest stopping at the clamp of my bra, his hands ran up the side of my body holding my head in one hand, he unclamped my bra in the other, being strapless its just sat on the mattress underneath me, Brody automatically picked it up and threw it to the side of the bed, the hand holding my head moved down to the arch of my back, lifting me up slightly, it hurt at first because it got all screwed up from when I got shoved down the stairs, landing straight on it once it cracked the pain went away. Brody had noticed my facial expression and instantly stopped what he was doing and completely froze, shocked he put my back, back onto the mattress.