Torn

7 - morning therapy

Ava's POV

I woke up wrapped in Calum's arms and felt immediately safe. Soft snores escaped his perfect lips. He looked adorable while sleeping and I just wanted to squish his adorable face.
Shifting so I was more comfortable, Calum started to stir.
"Mhmm five more minutes." He mumbled to himself, drawing me closer to his chest.
"Get off me you oaf" I told him. Slowly sitting up in his bed, his eyes adjusted to the light. Suddenly he grinned wildly at me. 
"What?"
"Well this is a great sight to wake up to in the morning." He smiled at me.
"That's sweet but I wanna get home."
"But Whyyyy" he wined, pulling me back towards him, the place I felt safest.
"Because I gotta get home. Lauren will be wondering where I am..."
"10 more minutes princess"
"Fine." I said, finally giving into him.
Last night... I wanted to forget it, I wanted to forget him. Why did he have to show up, I'd been okay. I'd gotten over the anxiety of going out without him following me. I'd gotten over how scared I used to be. I'd gotten better.
I was finally starting to be fixed again, I'd started to heal properly when Ash and Cal came in my life. It had been a week, but I'd be better. Everyone thinks because I'm famous and rich that I'm okay, that I'm perfect but I'm not. I thought I was broken beyond compare, all the pieces of me shattered and lost along the way. I am not perfect. I am not who they think I am.
"What are you thinking about?" Cal asked, stirring me from my thoughts.
"Nothing." I smiled, turning to face him. He looked beautiful. His eye lashes were long, his face very squishable and lips, well, very kissable.
"Will you stop thinking and fucking kiss me." He said. Crashing his lips into mine, it took me a while to respond but when I did, all of my thoughts were forgotten.

A/N: short chapter :/ sorry it took so long. I'm going to go to hell for this book. Thankyou for over 55 reads! Means a lot <3