Today was the day of the first show of the tour. To say I was nervous was an understatement.
Nobody had ever heard my music before, what if they hated it? What if I got booed off the stage and my dreams shattered before me? Then what would I do?
Calum told me it would be fine, he told me it would all be alright but how did I know?
It was two hours before the concert and I was continuously pacing the dressing room. Calum was lounging on the sofa, his legs over Luke's lap.
"Ava relax, jeez it'll be fine" Luke exclaimed, I returned with a glare.
"He's right Av, come with me." Calum said, taking my hand and leading me out of the room. He took me into the empty room opposite and kissed me softly.
"Calm down babe, it's all going to be okay."
"I sure do hope so."
"I love you baby."
"I love you too."
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"Ava your on in 1 minute" Somebody said, thrusting a microphone into my hands which were uncontrollably shaking.
"I love you and I'll be right here watching you." Calum said, pressing a kiss to my temple.
"Yeah you'll smash it." Mikey smiled, pulling me into a hug. Luke did the same, as did Ash. I hesitated at first but his insistency changed my mind so I returned it.
"And your in on in 5, 4, 3, 2..."
Making sure I couldn't back out, Luke and Mikey pushed me out onto stage, screams erupting immediately. I walked cautiously to the middle of the stage, placing the microphone into the stand.
"Hello London, how we all doing tonight?" I shouted into the microphone, screams answered me, making me grin.
"I'm gonna take it as your doing good yeah?" More screams. "In case none of you no me my names Ava and I will be Five Seconds of summers support act for this tour!"
"So enough about me, who's ready to hear some songs?"
Yet another load of screams answered me, so I took the answer as a yes.
"This is Take My Pain Away."
"You gotta feel it
bet it keeps you up at night
you know that I'm leaving
everything will be alright
And even when I'm miles away
You got me high like cocaine
we're moving faster than a freeway
and I can feel you in my veins
baby take my pain away
take my pain away
Hit me like a kick drum
love me like we're still young
we're older but we're still the same
baby take my pain away
take my pain away
So,this ain't easy
I'll make worth it if you see it through
days, without speaking
probably think I'm over you
And even when I'm miles away
YOU ARE READING
Torn
FanfictionWhen given the choice between Ashton Irwin and Calum Hood, who would you choose?
