Holidays don't feel the same
I remember the joy I used to feel like it was just yesterday
As I grew up it all washed away and left a cloud of depression over me
It makes me envious of the people who have holiday spirit
I frown at the thought of New Year's or Christmas
All I have are my old memories
Of when this stuff used to matter
When it used to bring me excitement
When it used to bring me laughter
And I think about all of the places I'd rather be
Rather than sitting here hanging onto those sweet memories
Things of the past
And that's just where they'll stay
Holidays.... Holidays don't feel the same
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