Out of my Mind

Rooftop Romance (Got7 - Bambam)

Kunpimook Bhuwakul, the most popular and don't forget most famous guy at school. Known for his good looks and rapping skills.

Then there's me, Cat- the girl that people know for the colourful hairstyles and dark clothes. I had some close friends who were always there for me when I needed them. But even they didn't know my deepest darkest secret;

I have the biggest crush on Kunpimook Bhuwakul- also known as Bambam.

He, along with his six other friends - four of them are seniors - had this little group. A little squad as they called themselves Got7, well because there's seven of them. Which they thought was a pretty clever name.

"Geez look at them, they think they are so much better then us. They might look all cute and nice but you never know" one of my friends, Seulgi said.

I simply roll my eyes in amusement as I hear her complain about Got7 again. The funny thing is that she's actually dating the leader of the group- Im Jaebum. However their entire relationship had always been this way, it was actually kinda cute how she would always complain about him while he would just pull her into a hug to shut her up.

"Yes you always say that and then Jaebum comes this way to sweep you off your feet" I reply as I take a bite of my apple.

Seulgi sticks her tongue out to me. "Well then maybe you need someone to sweep you off your feet, I might know someone you would like" she points out.

That happens to be the last thing I want at the moment. Especially after seeing Bambam being so close with the new girl who joined our school a week ago. It stung a little to see how he would casually wrap his arm around her shoulders as they laughed together. On top of that she's really pretty, how could I ever compete with a girl like that.

"No I don't need anyone at the moment, see you later" I tell her before I quickly run out of the cafeteria. I couldn't look at the one I like being so close to a girl, especially when that girl isn't me.

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At the moment I was sitting on the roof, I know it's a cliche but it actually helps to clear my mind.

I stare at the people below who are just laughing and having fun around the school grounds, all while I was sitting here- just staring at them. Not that I mind because watching people just walking around was a great entertainment.

However a cracking sound catches my attention, making me quickly grab my bag and hide behind a plant that they randomly placed on the rooftop. Through the leaves I notice Bambam walking there with the new girl walking around.

"So oppa, why not. I'm begging you, do it for my poor heart" she begs as she grabs his hands.

Bambam only chuckles as he takes his hands from her grip. "Ah ani, you're too young. I don't want you to get hurt".

"But you would never let me get hurt" she continues.

Oh please come on!

Why can't they be all lovey dovey somewhere else when I'm not around. I clutch my shirt in my fist as I try to stay quiet. It would be awkward as fudge if they realised I had been listening to their conversation.

"Ah come on, you seriously are the meanest cousin ever, why can't I just go on one date with Mark oppa".

Meanest cousin.

Cousin.

Bambam is her cousin.

They're related by blood.

Oh how stupid, I feel so stupid right now. I had been acting like such a fool for nothing, he's not dating her- she's his cousin. It's just family.

"No way, hyung is a senior and you are still a baby. Just stick with that harmless boy that keeps following you around".

The new girl sticks her tongue out to him before storming off.

A soft sigh escapes my mouth when I hear the footsteps getting farther away from me. I should just wait a minute before it's safe to come out of my hiding place.

"So you were hiding right here" a soft voice says.

I look up startled, letting out a soft yelp.

Right in front of me is Bambam- giving me one of the cutest smiles I have ever seen. He casually moves his hand through his hair while his eyes never leave mine.

"It seemed like a private conversation and I didn't want to interfere, so I should go" I say awkwardly, trying to hide my pink cheeks as I make my way towards the staircase.

"Ah ani, she's gone already. Besides it wasn't really that private in the first place, it was just a casual conversation" he smiles. "I never knew that having my cousin here at school would be such a pain in the butt" he continues.

I can't help but smile when I hear the word cousin leave his mouth. But still, I don't have a chance with him. Although it wouldn't hurt to fantasize a little.

"Yeah family huh".

Yes really smooth Cat.

"Yeah family" Bambam repeats with a chuckle. "besides a little birdy told me that you thought she was my girlfriend. I have to admit that I'm a little offended".

My eyes widen in shock as I process his words.

"You should know I have way better taste in women, I mean I like you".

As soon as it leaves his mouth his cheeks are turning red. Seeing an blushing Bambam who is awkwardly rubbing the back of his neck, it looks so cute to be honest.

"You like me" I softly say as I start to feel how my cheeks are heating up.

He nods as he looks up to me, suddenly smiling widely. "and you like me too".

Bambam takes a step towards me, taking my hands in his bigger ones. A warm fuzzy feeling is going through my body. How can one have such a big effect on me.

"Don't deny it Cat" he simply smiles.

I look the other way as I feel his hand gently cup my chin, to turn my face towards him.

"Maybe I do" I reply softly.

All Bambam can do is smile even wider before pulling me into an warm embrace, gently kissing my lips.

"From now on, you're mine".