IKWYDLS

You dont understand

Camilas P.O.V
I shouldn't be upset about Shawn asking out a girl. Should I? No. We are just friends and nothing more. And he already confessed to me how he felt about our relationship, on the Ellen show. He "just wouldn't ship it" I said I did, but whatever.

"Sorry about that. It was a friend from Canada" he says as he puts his phone in his pocket.

"Mm that's okay" I said. "Who was that anyway?" I look around the room, trying to avoid eye contact.

"My ex-girlfriend. Laur." He says it surprises me so I breathe heavily.

"Oh! Oh." "Since when did you have a girlfriend?" I ask

"Right about the time you and Austin were dating."

"Oh," I fake smile "I didn't know."

"Yeah I didn't tell anybody, we didn't really go on many dates, but we were together for a while." He says.

"Hey can I ask you something?" He puts his arm out onto the bed.

"Sure"

"Was—was Austin your first— your first kiss?" He asks nervously.

"Uh-mmm yes. But why do you ask?" I cough.

"You never told me that" he said.

"I did to." I use my hand for gestures. "Remember we were on the bus, and I confessed it to you," he looked clueless "I can't believe you don't remember. That was a very special day for me. You were the first one I ever told." I sounded mad. I can't believe he doesn't remember.

"Camila why are you upset" out of nowhere we were yelling "I thought you were over him!—"

"Well maybe Im not!" I interrupted. I didn't even know what I was saying. I was just mad. But maybe what I said had a little truth in it. But what Austin and I had is in the past. And plus he's with Becky. And he broke up with me..

I burst into tears. I don't know why I did. I covered my face with my hands. And Shawn disappeared.

Shawns P.O.V
"I thought you were over him!" I didn't realize I was screaming. I heard Camila scream back "Well maybe Im not!" Before she burst into tears. Was this true? Had she really not gotten over Austin? I'm so stupid, I thought she liked me—wait why would I care? I don't.

I ran downstairs to make sure Sofi didn't hear us I ran back up, and I hugged her. "I'm so sorry," my voice cracked. "I didn't know Mila."

"Stop. Stop." She said and removed my hands. As she cleared off the tears on her face. I felt so bad. I know we were the bestest friends. But we did she get upset over this little thing?

"What?" I said. "You don't understand do you?" I didn't understand her. She's changing too fast. And I can't keep up.