IKWYDLS

A little break

Camilas P.O.V
I was in Toronto with Lauren, she was on her phone using ear phones walking with me to our cab. We got to the place Shawn wanted to meet me at, but instead he said he would rather talk to me at his house. I wanted to forget everything I saw about Shawn and the girl he was with.

Shawns P.O.V
I'm taking a break from upcoming tours, and I've decided to not travel too much, I've been too separated from my friends and family members. So I'm staying in Canada. Once I announced this break, my fans went crazy and started assuming things, and blaming people for my break. So I decided to take this to the twitter universe and tweet it out personally.

@/ShawnMendes: Guys I know it's bad news, but this was 100 percent my decision no one interfered with my decision. I'm sorry to let you all down. See you next year, love you❤️

And again

@/ShawnMendes: I promise there will be new music when my break is over, yes I am still going to my last upcoming events those aren't getting canceled.

@/ShawnMendes: Don't blame anyone, it's nobody's fault. And I'm still here, I'm not going anywhere. It's just a little break:) from all the music. It's not forever, I swear.

@/ShawnMendes: goodnight beautiful people ❤️❤️

Camila favorited all of them and retweeted one. I don't know if I was mad at her for what she did, or if I missed her terribly. I had a lot on my mind prom was just two days away, and I was still excited for that.

Laur is my date, it's not like we are in a real relationship we're just friends. But I'm not sure she sees me that way. I had the biggest crush on her ever, since we met, which was in grade school, (flashback) we were in the 3rd grade, and she had accidentally spilled all the pink glitter on me. I wanted to be upset or angry but she was just so happy and filled with positivity, I couldn't be mad at her for one second.

Of course she never knew that, and I wasn't planning on telling her, I don't know if my feelings for Laur are still there or if I have always felt the same way about her. Brian told Laur in the fifth grade but she didn't believe him, so we went on with our lives being the best of friends. Which we still are its just we haven't seen eachother for two months. Sure we've called and Facetimed but it's not the same as actually seeing the person face to face. While I was in my room Camila tweeted at me

@/camilacabello97: i'm HEEERRREEEE ! @/ShawnMendes

(Keep in mind it's only 3:00) I opened the door "Shawn!" She hugs me. But I don't hug her back I just leave my hands there and she notices.

"Shawn look—"

"I saw it. I saw everything."

Camilas P.O.V
"He kissed me !" I felt like I was screaming but I wasn't.

"Yeah well why didn't you pull away?"

"Shawn," I said his name with long letters."I—wait—how did you even—you were spying on me!"

"No." He blushes. " I wasn't I was on your way to your house when I happened to see what I saw. But don't change the subject." He exclaims. "What about at the jingle ball.. He had his arm all over you. And you guys were talking and laughing like if you were in a relationship"

"Look, he wanted for us to get back together.." I take a deep breath and I could see the anger in his face when he rolls his eyes. "But when we were at the jingle ball I thought we were just friends, but he didn't think of us that way." I explain. "I did want him to kiss me, but not because I wanted to be with him, but because I needed to know what I felt for him."

"Well Camila. I don't know what to say anymore.. We have known eachother for.." He thinks, "3 years now, and we've never kissed." He sounded mad. "And you aren't even in a relationship with Austin anymore and you kissed him. YOU did."

"Wait. You wanted me to kiss you?" I say shocked.

"That's not the point"

"Fine, what about you and the girl in the photo. You seemed pretty darn happy without me. Hugging her, touching her waist. Wrapped your arms around her like she was your girl—"

He interrupts me by grabbing my face with his hands. And kisses me.