IKWYDLS

TMZ

Camilas POV
There were guards outside helping us get out of the van safely, and fans were all around us. We ended up just going inside the venue and skipping the orange carpet.

I was walking in heels which caused the heel sound you hear that bangs on wooden floor. I was walking inside and next to me were the windows and they were glass and clear. I saw fans waving, phones flashing, people with signs. It was so cute.

"Hiiiii" I mouthed. Waving and blowing kisses.

We got to our seats and watched the show.

--skip to the awards--
Shawn ended up winning 3 of them. And I was so damn proud. I'm sure everyone else was too. "Um, I would like to thank my fans, their the most incredible fans in the world, and I owe it all to them. Uh my family, my manager everyone who works with me, thank you for making this happen and helping me get to where I am today. Thank you. Really" he put his hands together in a praying position and said thanks to the crowd once more.

I had to leave backstage, but I had heard everything. I was waiting for him to get off the stage and we hugged, I'm sure the camera got that because we were on the screen. I heard the crowd 'aw'ing. We went inside, and took photos with fans that had vip backstage passes. Their was a huge mob around Shawn and I.

"Camila I love you!" I heard someone cry out, while Shawn and I were walking towards our car.

I turned around pulling my dress down with my mini purse. "Aw I love you too" I said signaling to the person who had said that.

I heard the fans gasp. "Guys don't follow us onto the street there are cars passing and we wouldn't want anyone getting hurt" Shawn said.

"Yeah, guys be careful!" I said cautiously.

---days later---
(at Miami)

Shawn was in Canada, while I was shopping, and going home with a friend. TMZ had caught me and were asking questions.

"Oh hi" I said trying not to sound rude, because I was walking fast.

"Camila is it true you dated Justin in the past? Uh we saw you at the VMAs" the guy said.

Why does everybody say that. "Um we were really good friends" I said avoiding the question.

"So what I'm hearing is when we saw you guys hugging and just being together that was just being friends"

"Yeah" I said.

"So you guys aren't friends anymore?" He said

"Um, um.. We are he's a really good guy" I said, carefully choosing my words.

"How do you feel about that comment he made on Twitter?" He asked.

"I'm sure those tweets weren't about me. Didn't Justin clear that out?" I laughed sarcastically.

"I saw you with Shawn Mendes at the KCAs. Anything happening there?" He said

"Shawn and I are dating, so. I mean, it would make sense to support and be with your boyfriend right?" I said.

I got in my car and TMZ turned off their camera.

I went home hours later and saw messages from Shawn.

Shawn: what the hell?
Shawn: why would you say you're dating someone else when you're with me?!
Shawn: *video audio* "so we saw you and justin bieber earlier"
"Justin and I are dating so. I mean it would make sense to support and be with your boyfriend right?"
Me: omg how did you get that?
Shawn: doesn't matter. why would you say that? explain to me.
Me: call me.

On the phone I tried explaining how I used Shawns name instead of Justin, but he didn't buy it. I don't know how or WHY tmz would fake an interview "call". At this point. Everyone already must have seen it.

Shawn hung up on me, while I was trying to explain, because tmz doesn't really do this type of shit.

I received another call from Shawn.

"Can you just tell me the truth?" He sighed.

"Shawn. I did tell you the truth." I stated.

"Why were you with him (Justin) anyway?" He asked.

"Shawn we were broken up remember? And you dated Laur. So I don't know why you're asking me why I did things, you did things too" I said.

"I know. I know, and I'm sorry it's just we have been on and off forever, and I really just wanna be with you." He said.

I couldn't help but smile when he whispered on the phone. "Me too. But you have to trust me on this. Media makes up all sort of shit, and don't be so jealous, you know I only like you" I assured him.

"Camila, you're really attractive. Every boy that even looks at you I feel a knot in my stomach, cause I feel like you think they're in some what way cute, or more attractive than I am." He confessed.

I laughed at him. "Come to Miami. I miss you" I said changing the subject.

He laughed. His laugh was so darn cute. I couldn't help but smile. "I will. I swear." He said.

We Facetimed on my laptop, and he was on his bed and I was on mine.

"Camila?" Shawn asked. "Yeah?" I smiled.

"Remember when we were at Hailee's after party in L.A?" I nodded. "When I had asked you if he (Austin) made you more happy than I ever did, and you answered. Did he make you more happy than I did? Please tell me" he asked. I blushed.

"Shawn... You know he was my first love" I said.

"Did he?" He asked.

"Austin and I had a very great relationship. He was my first love. My first kiss. And I know he ruined it that night, but he apologized for that—" I said.

"What?! You talked to him after what he tried to do to you?"

"Well, not exactly. He reached out to me—" I said.

"Camila he tried to physically hurt you—"

"He was drunk! He didn't know what he was doing. He had no memory of what happened what so ever." I said.

"I can't believe you never told me this. First your secret interview, that you weren't planning on telling me, then turns out you and that douche bag are great friends now?" He screamed.

"Shawn I explained both of the situations to you." I tried explaining.

"Look, you were trying to tell me that you didn't wanna fight with me anymore, and you're the one who's starting this whole thing again." He screamed.

"Shawn stop yelling at me! Maybe getting back together wasn't a great idea as I thought it was."

"What are you talking about?" He said calmly.

"I'm saying, you're on your own tour, and I have my own thing going on. I don't think we have time for this. I don't think you can handle having a girlfriend on another country, without starting a stupid fight!" At this point I was so frustrated.

"Let's talk about this later, I can't deal with this right now." He said.

"See! My point exactly." I cried. I sighed. "Fine. But if you're not here tomorrow, we're done, Shawn. I mean it this time. For good"

His face didn't have an much facial expression but frustration (same as mine) so we ended the call..