IKWYDLS

Its All For The Fans: Part 1

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(3 month later)
Shawns P.O.V
It's November and Camila and I haven't communicated in any possible way. I really don't know what happened to me. All I remember is that I was with Laur and we fell asleep, then some how she was on top of me, and Camila walked in on us. I didn't know what to say to Camila without hurting Laur, I tried to explain but Camila kept yelling at me. It hurt me so bad to see her like that. And it still does. I can't imagine how she feels.
The sad part is I don't remember what happened.

Camilas P.O.V
This month is when our tour starts. I don't know why our manager decided to start our tour towards the end of the year, doesn't make sense, really, but we have recorded lots of songs most of them have been released so we think the fans have waited long enough.

My phone number got leaked again by a fan, and I had to change my number because I could not use my phone AT ALL. I added all my friends back to my new phone number. I deleted Shawns number because we are only going to communicate about tour stuff so I made sure it was about tour and only tour, so my manager now controls my calls with him and other celebrities I don't really talk to about personal life.

I still haven't told the girls anything about what had happened between Shawn and I so they wouldn't call him out on social media or in real life.

But... I have to face him on tomorrow's first show of the tour. He will be everywhere with us so I have to put up a smile face, and act like nothing has changed. He released the song that we wrote when we were in a fight. "I know what you did last summer" and we have to sing that in mostly every show, but I don't think I can bare with seeing him and hugging him after we are done performing. Pretending like everything is okay to thousands and thousands of fans who love us.

--- SKIP TO 1ST DAY OF THE TOUR ---

I was at home when my manager called. He had asked me if I was attending first show, since I barely came in for rehearsals, I was really sick. "Yes," I laughed. "Of course. I will be attending 5h2 world tour!" Most of our fans thought I quit fifth harmony since Shawn released "IKWYDLS."

I grabbed my two suit cases, because the only time we will be back in Miami will be the last show. And I have to bring as many clothes as possible, for the meet and greets, for just walking out in public.

(The outfit Camila is wearing is above)

Justin was backstage and I heard the girls in their dressing rooms laughing. "Hi guys" I said. "Mila" I heard Dinah say. And they crowded me and gave me big hugs. "Hey listen we know what happened" Lauren said. "Oh my gosh, guys. I really don't want to talk about it." I said. "If you want to take him out of the tour we understand" Lauren said. "What!no his fans are coming too and I know he hurt me but it's not like we will talk it's only the song and there." I said. The girls were really upset at what Shawn had done to me but there's nothing we can do now.

It was time for us to come out after Justin and Ariana performed. The crowd was extremely extremely loud. None of us could hear eachother backstage. We came out and heard our names being called. Cameras flashing, people screaming. It was really fun.
We sang our old songs first and new songs afterwards. "Alright if you know this now please sing along" I said into the mic.

I'm breaking down gonna start from scratch
Shake it off like and etch a sketch
My lips are saying GOODBYYE
My eyes are finally Dryyyyyy

The crowd was definitely singing along to this one. After the show all of the artists that performed tonight came with us backstage to a little mini after party. I had to leave early because my parents and my friends through me a party. And it was in Boston so just a few miles away. I walked out of the room, the girls would take my stuff onto the tour bus and I went to go look for Justin. After the show ended the people who worked at the venue took of the names on the doors, so I didn't know which room was Justins so I texted him and he said room 304. I walked in and he was having a little music session with Shawn. I gasped. "Sorry I didn't know you were coming" Shawn said as he stopped playing his guitar. "Um... I just came here to tell Justin thanks." I said looking away from Shawn.

"Thanks for coming. I really appreciate it. Um my manager wanted to call you to see if we could collab for a song fifth harmony and you, so I came here for that. And um the party is in our room. There's food all everybodys favorite." I said.

"I would love to collab with you guys!" He said, and then left. "Justin!" I laughed. He was headed to our room. "So... Camila I—" Shawn said. "Um like I said to him the food is in our room. And yeah I should go" I said walking away. "Wait Camila!" He said pulling my arm. "Can we talk about it" he said. I felt a stream of water coming out of my eyes. "Um . I really don't—" I said shaking my head. "I have to be somewhere" I said. "Great. I'll take you" he said. "Look Shawn I can't keep pretending everything is okay with us when it's not. I have to get to my hotel and I really don't want anybody taking me there especially you" I bursted out. I went to our room and said goodbye to everybody.

I got in a cab and he stopped in the right hotel. I got off the cab and started walking. I saw a person behind me, so I walked fast. The person grabbed my hand and flipped me around. I screamed. I looked at the persons face and it was Shawn. "We have to talk" he said. I can't believe he followed me! "Shawn I—" I said. "Here cover yourself" I heard Shawn say as I saw people with cameras taking pictures of us. We got in the hotel and they immediately locked the doors. I was so out of breath. "Are you okay?" Shawn said. "No! There are people outside who know where we are staying. And it's all your fault! But besides that I'm fine. I'm perfectly fine. My parents are probably scared to death but I'm okay" I said sarcastically in a rude way. "I'm sorry" he said. "Whatever. they will probably leave by morning" I said. " No about all the trouble I have ever caused you in your life. I'm sorry about what happened that night with Laur" he said getting closer. I moved away. My eyes were watery. I looked up to him and said "if you were sorry you wouldn't have done that" I cried. "Camila you have to believe me I don't remember what happened." He said. "Oh REALLY because to me it seemed as if you two were having the time of your lives!" I said. "Camila—" he said. "STOP. STOP TRYING TO MAKE ME FORGIVE YOU FOR SOMETHING THAT YOU WANTED TO DO" I screamed. "I DONT WANT TO TALK ABOUT how Laur and you had sex. And how hurt I was. And how much you didn't care. So can we just stop talking about it." I said. Shawns voice cracked his eyes were watery. "Fine I will stop talking about it" he said lying. "No I mean stop talking forever. I don't want to see you I don't wanna hear from you. I don't even wanna talk to you" I said. Shawn was crying, I don't think I have ever seen him cry before. "We can't just not speak to each other. We are on tour now." He said. "Look I will figure something out. And if it means not attending the tour at all... I guess I won't be. Shawn I was a very happy person before I met you. Now all you do is cause me trouble" I said. "I'm not going to be a part of the girls tour. I don't think I can even perform with them anymore. I don't feel good about myself. I feel very unhappy." I said. "You can't quit. You've been with the band for 5 years now. If you want I will leave." He said. "NO ITS DONE. I have made a decision, I will be calling the tour manager and telling him I won't be with fifth harmony anymore. I will be calling Simon, and our manager who controls our events" said. "Well I'm not attending the tour if you're not" he said. God why is he so complicated.

I didn't want to argue anymore. So I just grabbed my room key and stayed there. I had told my parents about everything. My dad really wanted to beat the senseless crap out of Shawn for good now. He was calling Shawn names and I heard how he was talking to him down stairs sofi could hear, and I started getting worried. I went down to the lobby and Shawn was crying, my dad was furious. It was all a big mess.

I don't know what's going to happen next...