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Laur.

Shawns P.O.V
It was only 4:00pm so Camila wasn't asleep, and she was most likely in her house.

I didn't tell her I was coming because I didn't think she was going to answer. Her parents are probably home by now anyways.

When I was on her front porch I was about to ring the door bell when I noticed the window was open in the living room, I couldn't see who the person was but Camila was with somebody.

"I like you, I never stopped." He says. I open the curtain and he leans in to kiss her, Camila doesn't even remove him off of her, their basically on each other! What is she doing??

The guy turns takes off his hoodie and I examine his face. It's Austin. Why am I not surprised? I make a crack noise and I notice them turn so I run back to hailee's place.

What I saw really hurt me, she didn't even take him off of her. I felt so heart broken. My stomach felt like it was spinning around into a knot. I can't believe Camila would do this.

Had I really lost her for good? Why else would she kiss him? Why was he even there? I don't know what to think anymore. I went home that night, and ignored all possible messages from social media and my messages.

Hailee wasn't home she was visiting her parents for the whole week, so I grabbed my guitar and started working on the song I was composing. When I received a call from Laur. She was my best friend since we were in the 6th grade, I actually liked her since I met her, but she doesn't know it.

"Shawnyy!!" She says happily.

I move my guitar, "Hey Laur" I guess there was a crack in my voice because I could tell it sounded sad.

"You sound sad.." She says. "No, no it's just I think I'm getting sick." I explain. "Shawn I know you better than anybody else on the planet," she does,"what's happening?"

"It's just I want to go home, I can't find my inspiration for music here in Miami." It's true.

"Come back to Canada. And stay here in Canada" she said laughing.

"I want to, I will. Before prom." I say.

"Okay, tell me when you get here so I can come over. Or you can come over?"

"I'll come over" I laugh. I love talking to Laur. She always makes me smile and makes me feel really nice.

Camilas P.O.V
I invited Austin to come over so he did. We started talking and then we started making out. I don't know what I felt. But before it lead to anything else I stopped him and told him to leave I felt like someone was watching us so I checked and nobody was there.

Hopefully it isn't those reporters, I hope they didn't take any pictures and I hope Shawn doesn't see anything. It was probably just the garbage guy, or a rabbit or something.

I got onto my Instagram and I have a lot of mentions, people tagged me in a picture of Shawn and a girl.. There was two. One of them was when he hugged her arms wrapped around and everything, that hurt. And the other was was him at prom (picture above) he looks so happy. I should be happy for him but I'm deeply jealous of that girl being with Shawn.

I decided to answer questions on Twitter from fans only like a few.
@/(random fan): Are you and Shawn dating?🙀

@/camilacabello97: no, sorry to disappoint shamila shippers, but we aren't. 💔 he's taken :/

I quickly deleted it, like 10 seconds after I read it more times.

I stayed home that night, because we were done recording first half of "5h2" so I went into my room, and I couldn't stop thinking about Shawn and what he was doing with that girl. Ugh. I hate seeing pictures of them together . Fans were keeping me updated on what they were doing, on snapchat because one of them had the girls snapchat and the girl was laying on Shawns lap and he was touching her hair.

Why would he be with her? Does he really love her? Do I really mean that to him (what he said about me to those reporters)? I need my girls with me.. I call Lauren, I called all of them but only Lauren answered.

Lauren came to my house while my dad was at work, my mom was with Sofi at school, it's her school talent show. I think.

"Wait. Are you back together with Austin?" She asked

"No! No, Lauren, he kissed me. And I didn't feel anything. I don't know. I needed him to kiss me to make sure I didn't feel anything for him." I tried to explain.

"Oh, then where's Shawn?"

I explained to her about Shawn and that girl he was with. They were spending too much time together, I didn't like it.

"I'll try to talk to him." Lauren said "I'll call him right now" I nodded. She put it on speaker and someone answered.

"Hello?" A girl said.

"Who's this?" Lauren asked.

"My name is Laur, do you want to talk to Shawn?" She said

"Well yeah isn't this his number?" Lauren claimed.

"Okay." I heard some noise, "Someone called you" she screamed.

"Hello?" My heart was beating fast. I was nervous, "hey Shawn" Lauren said. "Hey what's up?" He said.

"I have to talk to you about something—someone." She hinted.

"What?" He spoke, I heard some words, "bye Laur!" "Okay what. What do you want to talk about?" He said.

"What's going on between you and Camila? She's really upset with you. You know"

She looks at me.

"What?! What do you mean? Nothing's happening between us, she's back together with Austin isn't she? And why is she upset with me? What did I do now?"

"She's not back together with anybody."

"Well that's not what I saw." Shawn says sharply. He coughs.

"Call her and clear things out, she's really hurt right now, Shawn." Shawn breathed heavily.

"Okay, but don't expect me to solve everything," he hung up and called me.

He told me to come to Canada, so we can talk about this face to face. I felt better, I didn't know what was going to happen but hopefully he will explain everything and we will solve it out.

I traveled there in a private jet. Lauren was flying with me so I wouldn't be alone.