IKWYDLS

Mixed emotions

Camilas P.O.V
Shawn doesn't understand why I'm so upset with him and it's making me even more upset. He said he won't apologize because he doesn't know what he did wrong. The day I had my first kiss, the only person I told was Shawn. I didn't even tell the girls for like another week and a half. Shawn doesn't know how much I care about him and how much I trust him. It hurt me because even though he wasn't my first kiss, he was the first one I told. He was the first one I told about our break up.

I guess he doesn't like me the way I like him. Because I'm sure if someone liked me they would have remembered something special that meant a lot to me.

It was a special day to me because I have been waiting for my first kiss since High School Musical came out! And if he can't remember that. what chance do I have of being with him?

"Camila! Camila open the door" he shouts. Sofi heard him and she woke up. I opened the door and Shawn ran to hug me I stepped away.

"Sofi go back to bed, don't worry nothing's happening" I closed the door, "watch some tv Sofi." I closed the door completely and went down stairs. Shawn found a shirt and put it on.

"Shawn I think it's best if you leave." My voice was cracked. "Camila I—" I lead him to the door. With my hand out. "Fine." He sounded mad. Sofi stayed in my room.

I called my best friend Marielle and she lives 3 miles away, but she came quick. I hate being in a fight with Shawn but he deserved it.

I explained everything to Marielle, and she gave me advice. She first said "well why would you say you haven't gotten over Austin, if you did?" I stayed silent. "No way! No way! Camila! You told me you didn't like him anymore—"

I blushed. "I don't know Mari, it's hard for me. What do you think?"

"I THINK you still like Austin." She said. I rolled my eyes and I fell on the couch with my hand over my head like a fake faint.

"Look, these are your feelings." She lifted me to where I was sitting straight. "Only you know how you feel," she paused. "But you know .. I don't like Austin. At all. I just respected your relationship with him, but that's all"

"I know!" I gushed.

(Later that night) my Twitter was blowing up with tweets, and DMS from fans.

@/(random fan): WHAT HAPPENED TO SHAWN... what did you do to him???!

With a picture of him coming out of my house.

I didn't know there were people outside watching us. In an interview they asked Shawn. "What happened between you and Camila?" "Are the rumors true? Are you and Camila dating?" "Is it true that Camila dumped you for Austin?" "Did Camila go back with Austin?" "Are you and Camila dating?"

Shawn didn't respond, for a while he kept walking to his car, until they asked him. If we were good friends. "Camila is just my partner for a song." And he got in the car.

Wow I didn't know that's how much I meant to him..

Authors note:
I know this chapter is short. 🌚🌚 It's because I finished
this at night and I was busy all day. I will try to do more
Shawn Point of views but it's because it's easier to do Camila
Point of views because she's a girl. But I will do a whole chapter
With more Shawn POV.:) What are your thoughts so far?🍃🍃