IKWYDLS

They dont seem as bright

Sorry for posting at night and late. I will try to post one on Saturday. Stay tuned !💓
Camilas POV
When I was walking out of the hotel in Australia, someone came up to me and asked, "What is your advice for girls who worry about they're boyfriends?" Of course the name that came up to my mind was Shawn. I knew exactly what she was talking about. Since we were the only people outside I answered her question. "Umm if I were in a relationship with some guy, I would make sure I trusted him before I accepted to be his girlfriend." I said walking to the end of the sidewalk with my bag in my hand and my phone in the other hand. "Have you ever doubted a guy?" She asked. "Um I think every girl gets insecure about they're boyfriend or a guy they like at some point. I mean it's normal but you shouldn't feel like that all the time. The guys should show you that they love you. They should show you enough so you won't doubt of them. And if you do doubt them then talk to them. If you still doubt them, don't be with that person." I said. Looking at her and making eye contact. "If you ever doubted your boyfriend would you tell him or assume it's all in your head?" This question got me thinking and I didn't speak for a while. "No. I would tell him how I feel, you should never be afraid to speak up to anybody. Especially your boyfriend." I said. And I started walking again. She followed me keeping up with my pace. "Are you dating SHA—"   "Hey listen I have to catch a plane and I'm running late. Sorry I have to go. It was really nice talking to you." She didn't have time to say anything so I kept walking, until I caught a cab. "Bye love you" I said and got in the cab.

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Once I got on the plane, I relaxed and started thinking about what the girl had said. And I didn't even catch her name. I have doubted Shawn. Sure I have never said it to his face but I know that he won't hurt me. It's two different stories.

I haven't called Shawn since last week. And he hasn't texted, he's been with Lauren. I don't know why but picturing Shawn with Lauren gives me a bad vibe. He told me he was staying until he got a plane to fly to Toronto. But it's been days. He should be home by now.

While our plane was arriving at Florida, I saw the sky and the colors. They reminded me of the day Austin and I had our first date it was on the beach. In Florida of course, and the sky looked exactly like this. As I was finishing up this thought in my head. I heard the rest of the passengers walking towards the building to their families.

I decided to call Shawn. "Hello?" A girl answered. It's Laur. Great. **note the sarcasm** "Hey can you give the phone to Shawn please?" I said. "He's busy right now" she said. "Well I'm sure it's not as important as hearing what his girlfriend has to say." I said. "He's changing." She insisted. "What. Just give him the phone" I said. And Shawns voice appeared. "SHAWN" I exhaled in a breath of relief. "I haven't heard your voice in so long. I missed you" I said. "I missed you too Mila. Where are you?" He asked. I told him where I was and he came in less than an hour which was good. Expect he sent Rob to pick me up. I thought Shawn was coming...

We went to Laur's apartment it was on the very top which caused me to lose my breath a little. I opened the door since it was unlocked and dropped my phone. "SHAWN!" I screamed. He was making out with Lauren. I couldn't even say words correctly I was so mad and upset. My voice was cracking. Shawn looked like he was into it. Oh my god. I can't believe it. At this point my eyes were filled with tears my cheeks were red covered with tears as well. I couldn't tell Lauren to leave because this was her apartment so I said a few things to Shawn and left. Number 1 "Shawn! I thought you couldn't ever hurt me. I thought we loved eachother. I thought you loved me." 2 "I was so stupid to ever think that someone so naive like me could ever be happy with someone like you" and 3 "don't ever text me or call or tweet OR ANYTHING me again. We are over. We are done" I said. His eyes were watery too, but he didn't seem sincere. When he looked me in the eyes they didn't seem as bright anymore. He's changing.

He didn't even explain to me what happened because there was only one truth. And that was he always loved her. Rob took my phone and took me home. I was a mess I felt like death. I felt hopeless. I felt like I was never going to be happy ever again. My heart was shattered into millions and millions of pieces.

That's why he didn't go back to Canada. He was hooking up with that bitch the whole time ! My mom comforted me and my dad wanted to beat the crap out of Shawn. I was depressed and I felt like I couldn't sing anymore or eat. Or do anything anymore. That's when I started thinking about the girls. If they knew what happened they would hate Shawn for life. I didn't want them to find out so I didn't tell any of them. My little sister sofi somehow figured it out. And she hated Shawns guts just as much as I did.

I never thought someone who meant so much to me could end up hurting me to where I don't feel alive anymore. I should have took my own advice. I can't believe I was such a fool.

We still have tour as a band next month. I don't think I could handle seeing Shawn everyday of tour without breaking into tears. The only positive side about this is that my girls and my friends will be with me. Justin and I have become like syblings, Jacob is my brother too. And my friends from back home.

A/n: honestly I didn't know where this was leading to
Shawn and Camila broke up. Omg. Who expected this??
But I really liked making this chapter. Comment what you think.
Also I was thinking about doing a few more chapters and then ending it because IKWYDLS had its moment and now it's
Time for other stories to get published. I will post a new story
Maybe a little before this one ends. ✨✨VOTE PLEASE✨✨ don't forget and share this book with your friends. Or at it to your reading lists of you haven't already.