IKWYDLS

Our first kiss

(READ AUTHORS NOTE FIRST please)
(Keep in mind Lauren is at her friends house (Jasmine )
Shawns P.O.V
I can't believe it. Out of all the arguments me and Camila we having, I kissed her. We had our first kiss. And she put her hands in my hair. She didn't stop until like about 10 or 15 seconds it was really passionate, then she quickly pulled me away.

"Shawn!" She screamed from across the room. "I can't." She hesitated. "You have a girlfriend. And you simply just don't understand what I'm trying to tell you."

I caught my breath I realized my hair was messy. I had my hands on the couch. "Just because I don't remember the day you had your first kiss, and when you broke up with Austin doesn't mean I don't care about you." I tried to explain. "Maybe you just can't let go, you always bring him in the conversation Camila. Maybe you don't love me.."

She looks at me dirty. "Yeah like you've ever said you love me," she looks down. "And I do not bring Austin in every conversation we have." "You were the one who brought him up, with the whole 'was Austin really your first kiss' thing"

"You don't understand why I was so upset with you!" She screams. "I thought you would remember because, you were the first person! And I cared about you. I care about you a lot. That's why you were the first one I told. You mean a lot to me. And if you can't see that— I just feel like I don't mean much to you." She starts crying.

"Camila," I grab her arm. "I'm sorry," all I could say. I felt so bad. I didn't know how much I meant for her. Long silence. I wiped her tears with my hands. She let me. "When did we meet?" I asked her.

"I don't know," she mutters, "2013" she says.

(Not the actual date) "January 11, 2013 " I said.

She laughs. "Oh." And smiles. "How do you—"

"Remember when you gave me that nickname?" I said trying to cheer her up, as she was looking down.

She nods. And giggles, "Yes. Shawny boy" she says, and I smile at her. "It was when we— when we were touring with Austin..." She stopped.

"When was that?" I say hinting. "August 3rd, 2013."

She laughs. "Wow." "I'm sorry" she says sincere. "Who's that girl..?" She was talking about Laur.

"Why? Are you jealous?" I say tickling  her. "She's just a friend Camila."

"Well why were you so close to her? You were basically holding hands. And who is—" I stopped before she kept getting more and more upset. But she was jealous, she had no reason to be.

"Her name is Laur, and she's my best friend." I say

Camila gets upset. What did I say? "I thought I was your best friend?"

"I meant she's one of my best friends" I smile.

"So I'm just one out of a thousand?" She says. I laugh at her.

"I only have 4 people I'm really close with and you know it. Same three guys for 9 years and Laur for 8 years."

"Well she probably has developed a secret crush on you, or you have on her since those eight years, and you probably kis—" I interrupted. By grabbing her face again, I didn't kiss her. I just said "Camila I like you. Laur is just my friend. And she means a lot to me, but you know what?" I said to her "what?" She looked up at me. "You mean a whole lot to me too."