Venting Writing

Venting Writing #8

30 November 2015

...Change...

"I found the rhythm of my heart!" ~My "Soul" sister/brother from the Spirituality retreat.

Shortly after writing and posting my previous writing Lost...

I was "dragged" to a retreat by my lovely, wonderful sister/roommate.

Okay I wasn't "dragged" to the retreat...

However I was suckered into going lol

A part of me had wanted to go to the retreat but another part didn't

That was only because I had, and still do,

Have a massive load of work to do and catch up on. :'(

As much as I was reluctant and a bit skeptical about going,

I am glad and thankful that I had went.

I was feeling so down before going to the retreat...

Now that I think about it and think back to how I was before the retreat,

Who knows where I would have ended up if I didn't go to the retreat...

That is quite a scary thought but I know that one way or another

I would end up okay...

Anyways, while I was on the retreat I felt like myself again...

Like I felt connected to myself again...

I don't really know how to describe it really,

But before the retreat I guess you could say that I was becoming disconnected...

Like I was slowly losing myself, my sanity I guess you can say...

But on the drive to the location of the retreat and once there,

With a handful of my friends and acquaintances,

I knew that I would find myself in some way.

That I would be connected to my soul again...

The name of the retreat was called 'Soul Connection'

It was put on, organized, etc. by my two of my Sisters and a friend of mine

Ironically the two sisters that helped organize the retreat

Are not only the oldest and youngest but are seen as the "mothers" in the group lol

In all of my groups of friends we usually have AT LEAST one,

If not more,

Person who is the "parent" of us all

No matter the age differences or situation there is always one

It could be the youngest one in the group who acts as the parent...

Of course we all take turns and rotate being the parent and civil one

There is no set schedule or anything like that

It all just happens and turns out that way

It is a bit of a joke between us but I mean we are all still young,

We have to have fun somehow and have our moments of being a kid again

And being immature but it really just depends on our moods too really...