We are Human: Coming Out Colorful

Right now isn't the time

I have half come out and half not.

I used to have the biggest crush on this amazing girl last year in the first semester of school. But as the second semester came, we weren't friends anymore, she had ignored me, and I would always see her hangout with another girl with the same name as me. This hurt me a lot, and for some reason I still liked her. I have accepted that I am bisexual, but have more attraction to females. This was around the time that I started to question my gender. I still am.
One night I got really upset and told my Dad, he said it would be fine. I was happy about his response but my mom had been in Texas at the time, she would come back a couple days later. I did not tell them that I am gender fluid, I still haven't. When my mom came back she looked through my phone, I didn't have anything to hide but one thing, but she saw the messages I had sent to my friend, they were about me being bi, and thinking my mom would disapprove. When she saw them, I was basically forced to tell her. I did not say to my dad or my mom that I was bi, I just said I liked a girl. My mom was in complete denial and still is, even though I got over that girl, I'm in love with someone else now, a girl. She claims that "I have loved boys since forever". It's not even about religion or whatever with her, she just wants me to marry a guy. I wish I could tell them I'm bi and gender fluid. But now is not the time. No one knows I'm gender fluid but one of my friends.