Im feeling awful

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Dear fans,

It's third block and I'm feeling so shitty. I can't fucking stop thinking about how I done all I can to be with Cameron then all this shit happens and I feel the need to do something to SAY something but I keep telling and hearing the same things over and over " just leave it" but I can't it's eating me. Why should something like this eat me! Ugh fuck my life I don't know what to do no more! I mean should I say something to Cameron? To ease my pain? Or leave it all alone? I need help I need advise I need time cause I can't stand this. And school isn't helping me.
   I have to think I have to feel I have to push I have to... I have to... FUCK just fuck okay! I'm done this is hard this is ugh!

Love Jazmine

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