My diary ( you may read it )

12/21/15

Dear fans,

Have you ever broke up with someone and then somehow all their friends hate you? Like for real who gives a shit? I am dealing with fucking freshmen who think they can just hate whoever they want over a damn breakup like dudes fucking chill. I don't care I had my reasons I have shit to do and I just didn't want someone added to the shit I have to do. Fucking kids these days like fucking grow up.
    I got an appointment tomorrow and that means no school for me yay! Lol also merry fucking Christmas everyone! Just in case I don't get on. So um still haven't gotten that first comment yet you guys like scared or something? Lol dude I fucking dare you to comment seriously. So um yeah .... What else to talk about? Oh yeah, so I feel like I am going to puke but I guess it's just all the guilt eating me but I'm sure it'll go away. I made my very own period pack last night and let me just tell you I love it so much! It's got all that I need. I would really recommend that you make one as well cause you never know ladies when that red flow will start.
     I really can't wait for Christmas I want to know what I got and what I can use cause then I'll be happy. Plus I want to wake up and look at the tree and then watch tv lol yep I'm a very antisocial person unless there is something fun to do I will be inside watching vampire diaries.  I should be starting my period soon hopefully cause I really want to use that period pack lol. Anyway so I was kinda thinking maybe I should just stop writing for a week see if you guys will actually comment your thoughts like normal people would. Cause you guys are so quiet and I don't know if your actually reading this diary and really if no one starts commenting I'm going to have to stop you know?
       I don't want to stop be really if things don't get in gear then I'm going to have to get outta here. No one comments on my stories and it's really making me sad cause I think they are bad and yet it's getting to be so popular as well. So really I would like it no love it if you guys tell me your damn thoughts cause I love writing and I want to keep doing it and I just want you guys to be happy. Is that so much to ask? I think not.
Okay so hey are any of you like a bro? You know pewdiepie? Please tell me there are some bros out there! I want to meet my big ass family!
         Okay so right now I am pretty much out of ideas on what to write and I might come back later to see what the world has for me so um yeah.... God j should be more prepared  okay for now on I want ideas I'll write them done and I will write something about them something that I think of and you guys can even help me. Okay I got something lol. Do you or anyone you know smoke weed? I have a shit ton of friends that smoke weed and they are awesome they are also smart well one of them lol and I don't get it. Why do parents think it's so bad? Really it's a damn plant that makes people happy for a little bit to forget their sad lives and just go all bob Marley on everyone's ass. XD
        I told my folks that my best friend smokes weed and they said I can't ever go to her house again..... Like what the fuck? My mom smoked tobacco um that's a plant my step dad used to smoke weed um it made you happy didn't it? Bitch like hell naw fucking drop your hate down to a fucking zero bitches are as guilty as everyone else. The funny thing about weed is that it comes in weird colors and names there are legit so many freaking kinds of weed out there it's hilarious.
       So freshmen are the most dramatic fucking race in the world like no joke. They complain over the most stupidest fucking shit in the world. They cause more problems than anyone I know, they think life is all fun in games when NEWS FLASH. It's not. You mess with the wrong people fucking shit will go down.  I want to go home now just I don't like how today is going. Yeah I'm kinda done with life now I just can't do it I really can't. People hate me and I feel like no one want me around. I want To go home. I'm sorry guys I'm kinda crying right now... I'm sorry.
       Ugh I shouldn't be crying, my mom is coming to the school she's not happy at all. And like seriously I just want to go the fuck home. And my damn period started like what the fuck! Ugh I fucking hate Monday's they can go to fucking hell. Well I'm pretty much done for the day I gtg PLEASEFUCKING COMMENT DONT BE SO SILENT!!!!

Love Jazmine