~ Chapter Twenty Two ~
I reached my bedroom door and opened it, then went straight to my laptop and logged into Skype again, I checked who was online and then saw that they were.
I sent a message saying please make sure you are completely alone i need to tell you something.
I almost instantly got a reply.
"Okay babe I'll call you on here now."
Then I got an incoming call, I answered it straight away and saw one of my most favourite people in the world, Beau.
"Babe whats wrong?" He asked concerned.
"Oh um well its a good thing but its just that.." I replied not knowing what to say.
"If its good then why are you crying?" He asked.
"Im not cr-" I began to say as i felt the hot tears on my cheeks.
"Babe just tell me." He said.
"Promise you won't judge or anything, that you'll stay with me no matter what?" I asked biting my lip.
He nodded.
"Of coarse."
"Well two days before you guys left the first time, Luke and I were alone that day, and we had sex."
"That's it?" He asked.
I shook my head to say no then took a breath.
"Im pregnant." I said.
I studied Beau's face for how he felt about this surprise, at first he was expressionless then a gigantic Cheshire Cat grin stretched across his face.
"That is so great! Does Luke know?" He beamed.
"That's the thing, Luke just said we should take a break from our relationship and i haven't told him yet." I said.
"Why not?" He asked.
"Because I want him to focus on his career." I said.
Beau nodded.
"So am I the first person to know?" He asked.
"Apart from your mum yeah."
"Do you know what it is? Like boy or girl?" He asked.
"No, because I know how Luke wants the sex of his first child to be a surprise." I explained.
"Oh yeah, so do you have any ideas for names?" He asked.
"Well im thinking Alexandra for a girl and Tyler for a boy." I said.
"Nice, if its a boy can the middle name please be Beau?" He pleaded.
I laughed.
"Please."
"Hmm maybe." I chuckled.
"Okay I gotta go now Kel." He said slightly upset.
"Ok, oh and Beau." I said.
"Yeah?"
"Please dont tell anyone, not even Luke." I said.
"Mums the word." He said as he zipped his lips with his hand.
Then the screen went black.
I felt somewhat better after talking to Beau but I still couldn't stop thinking about Luke and how he isnt mine anymore, what if he meets another girl in LA? And he likes her more than me? How will I cope? What will I tell my child?