It Started At The Record Store (Ponyboy X Reader)

Part 20

A/n
Hey, any of you like The Walking Dead? And if so, who is deeply in love with Daryl Dixon? I know I am ;). I'm writing a Daryl Dixon fanfiction called Then he met Raven. Please read and vote for it. Thank you, and love you -Abby
P.S Stay freaking Gold

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I waited for Pony. My heart fluttered, bouncing around in my chest. I needed to keep my cool.. and not become a bitchy asshole.

Knock knock

I open the door and Pony stood there with his hands deep in his pockets, and his eyes full of worry and hurt.

"Come in." I motion for him to come in and he does. I guide him into the livingroom and sit down on the couch with him.

"Okay... let me start." Ponyboy turned his face to mine, "I'm sorry for not telling you 'bout Cherry. You seemed so happy hangin out with her and I didn't want to be the reason for ya two to hate one another."

"Okay." I nod, letting him know to continue.

"And I wasn't completely honest with you when I... I.." He took a deep breath and his eyes had tears ready to trickle down his cheeks, "I wasn't honest with ya about the whole virginity thing.. I lost it to Cherry."

I could feel all my emotion being wiped off my face clean. As if it was sucked out of me with a vacuum cleaner.

Why?

I felt a stinging, heavy pain lay across my chest and I found it hard to breathe. I dip my head down and stare at my fingers as I became nervous.

"Y/n, I'm so sorry." His voice was quivering and his tears trickled down his smooth cheeks, "Oh my god... I am so stupid.. I've ruined everything."

"Things won't be the same.." I say, glancing up at him, "I'm not angry."

His bit his bottom lip and shook his head.. breaking the gaze of hurt we held.

"I'm not angry, I'm hurt... theres a difference."

"I rather you be angry and yelling at me than that... anything but that."

"Well, thats how it is Pony." I felt tears one by one roll down my cheeks, "I am disappointed and hurt, and feel like complete shit."

He dug his face into his hands, "I'll make this up to you y/n."

"Am I not good enough for you to be honest with?" I lean in trying to make eye contact, " Is it because I'm sensitive? Or is it because I am clingy? Were you waiting to tell me so I would let you go?"

"No!" Ponyboy took his face out of his hands and grabbed me harshly by the shoulders, "It was because I didn't want to hurt you, but thats exactly what I ended up doing. I don't want you so be disappointed or hurt... I want you to be my sunshine."

"Then be honest with me."

"I will.... and I want you to be happy again. I will do anything to make the love of my life happy again." His grip loosens on my shoulders as he wipes my tears away, "I want you to be gold.. and stay gold."

Sorry for how short this chapter was today. And don't forget  The Walking Dead and Daryl Dixon lovers to read my new fanfiction. Please read and vote ♡

Love ya and stay gold!