Call my name

Bye Nash

CAM POV

Wake up Cameron, c'mon..

I'm not a morning boy but when the sunlight shines my room I can see all my demons hiding in the dark corners and I feel better.

I get ready to go to school, I have my giant cup of coffee and suddenly I hear someone cries. I turn back and I see my mother on the couch, sobbing.

Cameron:"MUM!! ARE YOU OK ???"

Gina:"Oh sorry.. I-I didn't want to..."She can't speak

Cameron:"Come here.. calm down, it's ok. I love you."

I wrap my arms around her and we cuddle for a bit.

Sometimes it happens: her job is stressful, then she's worried about me (she knows I'm gay and I 've been bullied for a long time) and the house. I try to help her as I can but between school and training I have a little time to spend with her. Like me she's new here in California so she hasn't got loads of friends. I rather die than watch her cry.

Gina:"I'm sorry darling, you know.. without your father is not easy, I'm trying to do everything but.. it's so hard.. "

Cameron:"Mum, you're perfect just the way you are. The most wonderful mother. Don't worry about me, I'm fine, I've got new friends and they love me as I am."

Gina:"Oh love you too cutie. Go to school, now."

I blow her a kiss and I go to the bus stop where I take the usual bus.

*5 min later someone sits next Cameron on the bus*

I feel someone beside me, but I'm into the music and I mouth the words of the song I'm listening at

".. Where you can always find me

and we'll have Halloween on Christmas

and in the night we'll wish this never ends

we'll wish this never ends.."

This song is amazing.. I mean Blink 182 are fantastic but it's also upset and after the "morning mum tragedy" I can't pretend to not thinking about my father. Bastard. I miss him so bad.

I turn my head to see if I am arrived and surprise..

Cameron:"WHAT TH.. " He scared me.

Nash:"Ehy sorry for scaring you, I didn't mean to.. " He smiles

He's so close to me. Maybe too much, cause I can feel his breath on my face..

Cameron:"Why are you so close to me ?! Wanna hit me again ? 'Cause I'm not in the mood today." I try to avoid his gaze..

Nash:" NONONO !! I was listening ... you like Blink ??

Cameron:"Yes." I answered careless.

Nash:"If you aren't in the right mood why are you listening to "I miss you"? It's sad."

Does he really care about me ??

Cameron:"That's not your business."

Does he really want to stand a conversation with me ??

Nash:"I know you're still mad at me but I just tryna act friendly. I need to talk to you, seriously."

Cameron:"When I'll be interested in your things I'll make you know. Now leave me alone."

NASH POV

How can i make him believe me ?! I wanna give him the friendly-love he deserves. If he doesn't want to listen well I'll force him. It's the only thing I can do, I can only use my strenght.