Call my name

You can't give up

NASH POV

As soon as I get in my home I hear my parents screaming in the kitchen, but I can't catch the reason they're arguing for, I'm not so sure I should join them but I'm the oldest in this house so I should protect my siblings as much as I live. I tiptoe to the door of the kitchen and I take a quick look inside and.. he's there. Carter is the reason.

Elizabeth:"Carter you can't come here and telling us such gross things..please get out.."

Carter:"Mrs. Grier, I'm not kidding: I used to be your son's best friend and then that Boy, Dallas, came here and took him on the wrong way. I swear I see them kissing in the changes rooms.. I wanted to tell you because I really care about Nash and I can't see him becoming a sinner.."

Grier:"I can't believe it.. please, if it's a joke.."

I can't stand, I'm gonna kick him out of my home, litteraly..

Nash:"CARTER WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING HERE !!"

I run and jump on him: I start punching his shitty face with all my strenght, non-stop.. He wants to ruin my life, forever..

My mother starts crying and shouting me to stop while my father is taking my hands away from carter's face. I yell at him and try to escape from my his grasp but he's stronger and drags me in my room, upstair. I sit on my bed, still shaking.. I don't know what they're going to think about carter's words.. Hope my lies will work..

Grier:"Nash calm down, your mother is taking care of him.. now catch your breath and come downstair, we need to talk.."

He leaves me alone in my room..

I don't wanna face the reality, but I can't run away from my problems forever. My parents are religious and they're gonna kill me if they would discover that I'm with Cameron, all the students in my school will call me fag or avoid me and I will lose my boyfriend.. Why me !!... I start punching the wall and the closet, so hard, till I see blood stains on the blue walls and on my bruised-hands. I don't feel the pain, I can only feel the boiling tears burning my cheeks and my blue eyes.. but I have to be strong now, for me..for Cameron.

I wait a little before going to them, my eyes are still blood-red and my knuckles hurt like hell. When I step in the kitchen again, my mum stops talking to Carter who got an huge purple bruise on his left eye. My father points to me a chair and I nod, sitting down.

I keep my gaze down, I'm too ashamed and I have to gather all my thoughts and find some excuses.

Elizabeth:"So Nash, before you came back home, Carter was here and told us something about you..and your new friend.."

He's not just a friend.

Mr. Grier:"Yes..he was talking about the friendship that you and the other boy are sharing and.. there's something more.."

They barely can talk about this, I feel disgusted by them..

Carter:"Nash, you know what we're talking about.. you can't do this, it's wrong.."

Ok I'm done.

Nash:"AHAHAHAAH SERIOUSLY CARTER ?? You seriously came here, in my house, talking about me and my friend without even knowing him?! You're a jerk, you're just jealous of him because we argued and I didn't want to see you nomore.. but you're here, messing around with my life, spitting bullshits to my parents.. What the hell do you want from me ?! I hate you, you're a worthless piece of shit and before I kick you out, you SHOULD GET THE FUCK OUT OF MY HOME !!" I finish screaming against him..

Elizabeth:"NASH!! MANAGE YOUR LANGUAGE!!"

Nash:"NO, I'M 17TEEN AND I CAN TALK HOW THE FUCK I WANT.. AND MOST OF ALL I WANT THIS PIECE OF SHIT OUT OF MY HOME !! NOW!!"