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CAM POV

It's 7 o'clock, another day is coming but I have nothing which makes me want to get up. I used to go to school for the basketball team, then for Shawn, I guess my first real friend, and Nash.. but now ?? What am I gonna do ??.. WAIT !! CAMERON WHAT THE HELL!! You're a man, you have to deal with it and moving on with your life. Stop thinking about a boy who's messing with your mind, you're a teenager.. enjoy your life time !!

Now I have a task: enjoying my life as better as I can

I get up, turning on the radio and I rush into the bathroom where I have a quick shower. After this I dress up with a pair of black skinny jeans, a blue bottons up shirt and black vans. I style my hair in a messy but sexy quiff and I brush my teeth with strenght, maybe a way to release the stress. I go downstair where my mother has made breakfast already.

Gina:"Ehiii !! You look gorgeous this morning !!"

Cameron:"Really?? Actually I just wanted to dress up decently, didn't mean to be attractive.." I look down at my bowl full of cereal and milk.

Gina:"But you are Cameron, you're cool.. keep your head up, you deserve it.."

Cameron:"I know... I'm trying but it's hard. I just want to live a normal life.."

GIna:"You know mature guys like you can't live a "normal life" as you call it ?? It's like there's a 30 years old man inside your little muscular body. Some experiences made you grow up too fast and I'm sorry, it's my fault too.." She takes a step toward me to hug me. I'm not in the mood for hugs but she's my mother, I can't escape from her so I hold her back

Cameron:"I love you mom, anyway it's not your fault.. it's all about dad.. "

She gently wipes a tear away from my eyes

Gina:"Ehi, Divas don't cry..." She giggles and so do I

Cameron:"I'm not a queer, mum.. It's late, I gotta go"

I peck her a kiss on the cheeck and I head to my car. From now, I'm not gonna take the bus nomore. I'm growing up, I'm a real man..and men drive. No actually it's just that I don't want to see Nash. I turn on the car and I drive to school. With the music from the radio still loud I find a lot in the parking and with my head up I get off the car, turning it off. I take my stuff and I go trough the hall where all the blonde bitches are whispering looking at me. I don't feel bad, I'm used to this shit, instead I feel a little more fearless than the last year so, proud and with a big smile on my face, I show my middle finger to the entire crowd.

Cameron:"Stop talking shit about me, don't waste your time bitches.." I try to sound sarcastis as fuck and It works, of course.

I find my first class where kian and Jc already are. I sit behind them.

Kian:"Ehm.. you ok bro ?? I mean.. you look so hot this morning.."

Jc slaps him on the back of his neck, hard.

Jc:"What the hell is wrong with you Kian ?? IT's just a mask, he's freaking broken, how can't you understand.."

Kian looks me straight in the eyes and bites his bottom lip

Kian:"Your eyes are red blood shot, you should have brought some shades, I can give you mine.."

Cameron:"Oh it doesn't matter. I'm don't feel too bad actually, I just made up my mind and thought that I'm too young to waste my life crying and running after a boy who's confused and..a pussy. I'm done, seriously."

Jc:"I understand but.. yes, you're right. There are lots of pretty boy looking for a gorgeous person like you.. you will find the one.." He says,eyes full of hope