Call my name

I'm sorry but that's the truth

CAM POV

I'm taking a walk on the beach with Kian. I feel nice like I said before, he really understands me and I want to be honest with him. I'm gonna tell him everything about my secret life.

Cameron:"Ehi Kian, Can I trust you ?? I mean, if I tell you something very awkard and weird, you won't judge me, right ?"

Kian:"Cam, I'm strange too. I dye my hair every fucking week !! Everybody calls me fag, jerk, girl but I don't care 'cause I'm straight as hell and my sexual life is sooo active and most important I know I'm smart and I only care about the people I love, like Jc, Connor, you and so on.. Don't worry. You can tell me whatever you want." he smile widely.

Cameron:"Ehm ok.. I j-just wanna to say.. that I'm.. ehmm.. You know.. like Connor..." Ok. I wanna die.

Kian:"You mean so hot and funny or just gay ??"

How can he always makes me laugh and feel ok about who I am ?!

Cameron:" Maybe both. Seriously, I'm into boys. Hope you don't feel unconfident when we'll share the changes rooms or the showers.. "

Kian:"Are you kidding me ?! I'm more worried about Jc than you, cutie. I would be worried if you like me but you don't so, what's wrong ?? I'm happy you decided to share this with me. It means we are friends. And I like having new friends." He winked at me.

Cameron:"How do you know I'm not in love with you ?" I give him a surprise look.

Kian:" You like Nash, it's clear like the sunshine, little slut."

WHAAAAAT ?!?

Cameron:"HOPE YOU'RE KIDDING ME !!!" I screamed.

Kian:"HEY MAN CALM DOWN !!! I know there's bad blood between you two but I saw how you look at him, When he slaps you and your cheeks become red as hell and you start breathing so fast.. Dude I'm sorry but that's the truth."

Cameron:"I'm not in love with him.. Of course he's cool, so outgoing and his body is perfect. Also I swear I would sink in his blue eyes and then his lips are so... OK MAYBE YOU'RE RIGHT BUT HE'S AN IDIOT !!!" I can't admit it

Kian:"I'm always right, bro. I know he's a bitch but maybe we can change some things. You've been fearless all this time, personally I couldn't stand for so long. I'm so proud of you."

Cameron:" Oh thanks, It means a lot to me. Let's go home, see you tomorrow. "

We come to our cars and while I drive home a message from Kian comes up on my phone.

Message from Kian: Don't worry about Nash, He can be nice sometimes. Things will change soon, me and jc will protect you, eventually. Good night, cutie :*

Message from Cameron: Thanks, you guys make me feel so nice. Love u so. Night sweetie :)

I really like Kian, as a friend. Hope he will protect me from Grier's jokes. Now it's time to go to sleep. I put on my pijama and listen to some music. I fall asleep with Jay-Z playing in my ears.

*dream time*

I feel someone sitting next to me. Maybe just my mother, she used to give me a kiss before I fell asleep when I was younger. But this time is different: someone is laying down my bed by my side. Someone tall, he smells so nice and he gently wraps his arms around me and he kisses my head. He's just resting his soft lips on the top of my hair. He isn't sleeping, maybe he's waiting for me. I decide to turn on the other side to face him. Oh God, he looks so sweet, his hands gently caress my cheek, he smiles.. oh, his smile, his lips so soft and ... oh his eyes, those blue eyes.. I want to die into them. Those bl... WHAAAAAAAAAAAAT ?!?!?!?!?

*wake up time*

WHAAAAT THEE HEEEELL IS GOOOOING OOON ?!?

Ok Cameron everything's ok, it's just a dream.

It felt so real, I swear I could touch him and feel his warm body beside me...

WHAAAT ?!? OK STOP THINKING ABOUT HIM

I'm freaking out, I can't dream him, I'm better than this, I..I..

Fuck, it's late. I gotta go to school.

I have a shower and take the clothes on, I don't have time for breakfast, I literally run to the bus stop and I catch it just in time.

Like I said I will try to avoiding him till basketball training. Hope this day will be better.