Call my name

It's what friends do

CAM POV

I feel a warm body pressed on my back.. Maybe Jc fell asleep next to me.. No, it's not JC, he's not so tall.. hold on, Nash..

I suddenly open my eyes, turning to my other side to see an already awake Nash who is staring at me. Creepy as fuck, I swear.

Cameron:"WHAT THE HELL GRIER, YOU SCARED THE SHIT OUT OF ME.. HOW LONG HAVE YOU BEEN STARING ME ?! DUUUUUUDE, YOU'RE CREEPY!!!" I shout out.. I didn't mean to..

Nash:"Cameron.. you called me Grier.." He says in a sad tone

Fuck, I'm messing up with him. I'm just a little angry: he left me for speaking with someone for no fucking reason.. or maybe..

Cameron:"Where have you been ??" I'm acting as a stupid jealous child

Nash:"I found out the jerks of your joke.. and I set all this shit. You won't have any other problems, I guess.."

I can see some blood on his t-shirt and his hands, he's too aggressive in the last period. I know he's doing it to protect me but.. violence is never the best thing

Cameron:"Who did you hit ?" I'm afraid to ask, I don't want a violent boyfriend, he could hurt me..

Nash:"Don't you worry Cam, I did it for you, it doesn't matter.."

Cameron:"No Grier it fucking matters !! I don't want to have a violent boyfriend.. You turn angry too fast and sometimes you scare me. I know you won't never hit me but.. believe me, I'm worried.. You're too stressed, you should do something about it.."

He's speechless. Maybe I'm wrong, I'm the one who need a therapist.

Nash:"You called me Grier, again.."

Cameron:"Sorry, I didn't mean to.. I just.. I can't understand what's going on your mind.. I'd like to help you but I don't know how.."

Nash:"I just need.. You can't understand Cameron, I'm not like you: your mum and friends support you but I'm alone ok ?? My parents will kick me out of my home, the Jacks will judge me and Carter.. God, probably you will be jealous because of him and I don't wanna make you suffer.."

He's alone. He has only me, kian, jc and his little brother Hayes.. only 4 people in his life. I don't even know why I put him into this hell, it's my fault.

Cameron:"Nash.. maybe I've been too selfish. I needed a person by my side and you.. well you were at the right moment in the right place... You need time to make up your mind and think about who you are.. I don't wanna force you staying with me.."

Nash:"Maybe we should.. take a break.. from all this.." His voice cracks at the word "this"..

Cameron:".. I think you're right.." It hurts like hell but it's an important decision that we're taking together and it's right.

Nash:"..So ?? What do we have to do now??"

Noone of us knows what is gonna happen, it's a strange situation 'cause we're not gonna act as a couple, best friends neither...

Cameron:"Just act normal.. pretending this never happened.."

He gives me a surprise look

Nash:"Are you serious ?? How can you ask me this ?? "

Cameron:"It's the only way to fix this mess. Don't think it's gonna hurt you and only you.. It'll be hard for both, trust me.. "

Nash:"Ok.. so.. friends.."

Everytime I hear that word I feel bad. Seriously how can we pretend to act normal ??

Cameron:"Yes, I guess so.. Anyway, thanks for protecting me and coming here. I appreciated it."