Why Do I care ??

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NASH POV

I can't wait to see that bitch.

He shouldn't have done that, he's only a new student, a nerd and I'm the coolest here.. Maybe he just wanted to defend himself. I know sometimes I go beyond the limit with my jokes, like slapping his ass everytime we take a shower or stealing his towel so he has to run naked all over the changes room to bring it back. I just like the way he makes me feel,kinda dominant. I don't hate him, he's friendly with all the guys except for me, I guess because of my behavior. I'm not saying that I'm sorry for what I did and what I'm gonna do but I'd like building up a friendship with him, he could also help me in Math.

CAM POV

Ok, I can do that. Just keep breathing.

*in the changes room*

Jack G.:" Hey Cam, what's up?"

Cameron:"It's ok. You fine ?"

Jack G.:"Kinda, just tired. Have you seen Nash?"

Cameron:"Actually no."

Taylor and Aaron:"HEEEEEY DUUUUUUUUDES"

Jack G. and Cameron:" Hey"

Jc and Kian:" WHAT'S UP BITCHEEEEEES!!!"

Cameron:"Ahahaha, hi guys. Classy like always"

Kian blows me a kiss and jc kicks his ass

Jc:"I thought you love me" he says in a childish way

These guys make me laugh so hard, they're so funny and when I'm with them I feel so confident 'cause they support gay cause.. I mean,one of Kian's best friends is gay.

*5 min laters, while all the guys are in the gym except for Cameron, who is still in the changes room*

Nash:"Hi Dallas"

FUCK.

Cameron:"Grier" I say with a careless tone.

OK, I SHOULD RUN OFF OF HERE 'CAUSE I'M FUCKING ALONE WITH THIS JERK AND I'M SO SCARED.

Nash:"You know, I've been thinkin about our little accident this morning and a right punishment and guess what ??"

Cameron:" I don't wanna guess. Just tell me what the fuck is going on your mind." I can't stand.

Nash:"Actually nothing. I mean, maybe I overdid a little bit with you.. you are new and a nerd, you deserve this but I think I'm done with this shit. I'm not gonna tell you sorry or want you to forgive me, actually I don't really care, but It would be nice if you, me and the guys hang out sometimes. You like the idea ??"

Seriously, I can't understand him. Maybe he is bipolar or has other personal diseases. I don't know what to say, I'm speechless.

Cameron:"Listen Grier, You don't like me and of course I don't like you either. All I'm asking for is a normal life ok ?? So, stop hitting me, making me jokes and bothering as well. Just be nice when we have to play basketball. For the rest of the day and, why not, our lives just avoid me ok ?? I'll do the same with you. I don't wanna hang out with you, I don't wanna waste my free time with a weird person like you. And I already go out with the guys, but only if you stay at home, so please don't act like you care about me ok ?? I don't like liars."

CAMERON, SHUT THE FUCK UP. TAKE YOUR ASS OUT BEFORE HE DOES IT.

After this I run to the gym and join the training.

Now I wanna play my favourite sport and nothing else.

Luckely, this time we won't be divided in couple.

NASH POV

WHAAAT THEEE HEEEELLLLLL ?!?

Does he really want to avoid me ?? But we're in the same school, in the same fucking team and also in some periods. Why does he hate me so much ?! I've just done the same things that older students do to younger ones. I didn't mean to hurt him so bad. I feel guilty, maybe I'm just overeacting, but I'm so angry. All the people wants to stay with me, I'm fucking Nash Grier !! Everyone loves me !!

But not him.

But why do I care ??

He's just a nerd, a new student..a loser. Right ??

I can't stand this, he deserves a lesson.

*after training, coming back to changes rooms*

Jack G.:"Guys, me and Jack have to go right now. See you tomorrow."

We wave them. I'm going to take a shower but I'm followed by Grier. What a big surprise.

Nash:"Cameron, can you lend me the showergel ?? Or if you prefer you can clean my body for me. I know you've been wishing this so bad." he winks

I WANNA KILL HIM. HE'S PUSHING ME TO THE LIMIT.

Cameron:"Firts of all, don't call me Cameron. Only my friends can do that and you're not. Then you should buy one for yourself, instead of using mine. And as you said, I'm a FAG, so with my showergel I could infect you." I give him a disgusted look

Nash:" AHAHAH I really like the way you try to hide your homosexuality. But you should learn how to STOP STARING AT MY DICK !!!" He shouts still laughing.

Cameron:" You're a fool, stay away from me."

He's so rude but he's also right. So fucking right. He knows it, everyone knows that I'm gay, it's not so easy to hide like a scar or a new bad haircut. I've changed my clothes, nothing colorful, my hair, the behavior.. but I can't control my feelings, my emotions when a good-looking boy stands in front of me. Most of all when he's NAKED !! I always blush like a fuckin girl !! My breath become heavy and I start messing around, and stumbling and.. Ah, damn.

While I put on my clothes, Grier comes back from the shower and gives me a weird look. What the hell you want from me ?!

I'm dressed and I'm waiting for kian to hanging out.

Now he's ready, we wave at the other guys, except for Grier and we go out. Finally, I can be myself.     


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