Call my name

I'm happy we are here

CAM POV

It's early morning and my clock hasn't rung yet. I can lay in my bed for a bit more and I can't take him off my mind. Kian pushed him to his limit and he reacted falling for me. Hope this thing will last but I'm not so sure about it. I know, soon or later, I'm gonna find him with a super sexy blonde bitch while he's telling me "oh Cameron I'm sorry, it's just been a phase. Sorry for playing with you." I should be less pessimist but it's how things go.. and I have to deal with it. It's my future: being disappointed.

*the clock rings*

Wake up little soldier, It's time to face the reality.

While I clean myself, I look at the mirror and I got a bruise on my lower lip: maybe he bit me too hard. I liked it, however. I wear my grey hoodie, a pair of black jeans and my black vans. I go downstairs and while I eat some brownies my mum's staring at me. She seems happy but I don't know why, it's not Christmas day.

Cameron:"Mum.. is everything ok ??"

Mother:"Yes.. what about you ??" A little smirk forming on her face..

She's hiding something. I can feel it.

Cameron:"Yes, I'm fine. Like always." I answer careless

Mother:"Hmm I don't think so. Has something happened recently ?" She pokes my cheeks.

Cameron:" What are you talking about?"

Mother:"Oh darling, who's the lucky one ??"

WHAAAT ?!

Cameron:"Mum, I don't understand.." I try to avoid her gaze.

Then she points at my lips and laughs hard. She's just seen my bruise.. It's awkard. She's my mother and she's noticed it. I blush so bad.

Cameron:"Mum.. N-no, I-I've just bit m-my lips too hard.. you know, while I focus on something I usually do that.." I lie.

Mother:"More when you focus on someone's lips." She giggles.

I gotta go, NOW.

Cameron:"BYE MUM, SEE YOU LATER."

Mother:"HEEEEEY !! I'm still talking.. you can't escape from my questions, come here.."

I'm literally running out my home. I should learn how to hide these things, I don't want to live an awkard moment like this anymore.

I catch my bus and after a couple of bus stops, Nash gets in and comes to me. I pretend not to see him, it's too weird.. but he sits next to me and I can't ignore his presence.

Nash:"Ehi" he smiles at me.

Cameron:"Hi... NASH.." I say his name louder and he blushes. He's so freaking cute.

Nash:"Not in public, please." He giggles.

Is he ashamed ?? Of course he's and I am too. We can't scream our feelings to the world. What we did yesterday was wrong, what we're feeling is wrong..

I'm still listening to my music with my earphones when I feel a warm hand holding mine. Our hands, interwined, are hiden behind the seats in front of us. Maybe he's not too ashamed as I thought. I blush and he smiles at me.

Nash:"Is It ok for you ?" He whispers

Cameron:".. Y-yes.." I pretend to be serious but it doesn't work

I hold his hand tighter, I want to make him feel confident, I need to protect my boy..

We stay in this way till we arrive at school, then he leaves my hand and we get off. There are Kian and Jc who are waiting for us.