Call my name

Accept it

CAM POV

WOW.

It's the only thing I can say. We've argued, slept together, argued and slept again and talked about inecurities in less of 24 hours.

WHAT THE FUCK ?!

OK when I said I'd like having a better life then now I didn't mean to change everything in such a little time. I've got superpowers. I need to talk to Kian.

Text from Cameron to Kian: Kian, hope you r ok. Wanna come over ? I got good news.

Text from Kian: My head is going to blow up, but for you everything little bitch. I'm coming with Jc.

Text from Cameron to Kian: Awesome.

*after 15 mins, in Cameron's room"

Kian:"So Cameron..What the hell is going on between you and Nash? Should I be jealous ?"

Jc:"Kian stop cheating on me. IN FRONT OF MY EYES."

We all laugh. I literally love these guys.

Cameron:"Believe me, I DON'T FUCKING KNOW. It's all awkard. I mean this morning he made a tragedy because we slept together, but we didn't do anything. After that, I came home, I felt just like shit and some time later he came here and we talked a little. I forgave him again and I was so tired so I said :"I need to take a nap, if you want to enjoy" and he didn't understand that I was joking !! So we slept together again and ..."

Kian:"OK OK CAMERON WE GOT THAT!! Calm down. "

Cameron:".. But at one point I said something that he didn't like, at all. I was just kidding." I feel upset, really

Jc:"What ?" He gives me a questioning look

Cameron:"When we woke up he called me "sleeping beauty" and he asked me If I wanted the famous prince-kiss and KIDDING I said to him :"yes, call kian". I swear you guys, his face turned into a sad expression. I can't explain this. It's not normal."

Kian:"Maybe he just wanted you to say his name. He wanted to be your prince, I guess.."

Cameron:" SO KIAN FOR YOU IS IT NORMAL FOR A STRAIGHT GUY?!" I shut my eyes wide open..

Jc:"Actually no."

Kian:"He's curious, dude. He wants to try something new as well. THIS is normal. I did this a couple of years ago, with Jc. We're still straight and friends."

Jc:"What ?! We're friends ? Seriously ?"

Kian:"C'mon Jc, I'm serious!!"

Jc:"Me too idiot. "

Cameron:"Guys ???" They're bothering me

Kian: "Cam don't worry, he's joking. Actually we did some unusual experiences but it's another story."

Cameron:"Guys, you're telling me that maybe he wants to try something with me.. right ?"

Jc and Kian:"Yes."

Cameron:"Maybe there's something that you all don't understand.. I LIKE HIM !!! I can't let him playing with my feelings, It hurts a lot."

Kian:"What about friends with benefits ?"

Cameron:"KIAN SHUT THE FUCK UP !! Are you kidding me ?? "

Jc:"Well, we did it at the beginning of our friendship .. and then we became friends, kinda brothers."

Cameron:"Ok but you're both straight.. I'm not !!! "

Kian:"Ok, I got a plan. Me and jc are gonna try to understand something more about Nash's sexuality while you act as a friend with him. Don't worry Cam, everything is gonna be alright."

Cameron:"Hope so. I'm freaking out"

Jc:" do you trust us ??"

Cameron:"Any other choices ??" I say with an angry expression

Kian:"No slut. C'mon Jc, we've got a plan. "

Jc:"I hope it's gonna work. See you tomorrow Cameron."

Cameron:"Bye guys, thank a lot."

NASH POV

*in hayes's room*

Hayes:" What's up bro ?"

Nash:"Ehm.. fine.. can I talk to you a little ??"

Hayes:" Yes but go straight to the point."

Nash:"Ehm ok.. well.." I look at the floor, playing with my fingers

Hayes:"Nash, c'mon.." He says with a bored look

Nash:"sorry.. ehm yes, actually, have you ever felt weird about someone ?"

Hayes:" What do you mean ?"

Nash:" I mean.. when you don't know if you have feelings for someone.."

Hayes:" Do you like someone ?"

Nash: " NO!!" I shout

Hayes:" Ok bro, don't shout, I can hear you.. "

Nash:" Ah sorry.. It's just strange the way I feel when I'm with this person. I don't really like this person but I feel nice, I feel loved."

Hayes:" I'm sorry bro but why don't you admit that you like this one ?!"

Nash:" I don't like it !!! " I try to lie but he can see trough my bullshits

Hayes:" Nash, what's wrong ??"

God, I can't tell him I'm talking about Cameron.

Nash:" Actually this person.. God, it's wrong. I can't be with.."

Hayes:" Him ??" HE cuts me off.

WHAT HAS HE JUST SAID !?

Nash:" WHAT ? I'M NOT TALKING ABOUT A GUY, STUPID. I'M NOT A FAG." I can't hide what I am..

Hayes:" I'm not saying that. If this person was a girl you wouldn't have problems to talk about it. So I guess it's a boy and yes, for you it's awkard and you don't want to admit that maybe because he's important for you. It doesn't mean that you're gay, maybe you just need to try something new.."

I'm blushing but I'm also happy: he's ok with this.

Nash:" I'm not gay Hayes as you said but.. I mean, there's a deep connection between me and him, but I can't understand what I feel. I don't know if I just want him as a friend, as a bro, as a boyfr.." WHAT AM I SAYING ?!?

Hayes:" You see bro ?? You're too ashamed to admit it. Love is love, you can't control it. I know it can be hard sometimes but you got me, your friends and how we support Connor or Cameron, we will support you.."

I blush when he says that name. He notices that.

Hayes:" WAIT, ARE YOU INTO CAMERON ???" I can see a surprising smirk forming on his face

Nash:" HAYES SHUT THE FUCK UP !! DON'T SCREAM THAT !!"

Hayes:" OH. MY. GOD." He has a silly smile on his face.

Nash:" What ?? Is this too weird for you ?? The coolest guy in the school maybe is gay and has feelings for a stupid nerd ?!" HE knows I don't care about fame and shitty stuff like this but when I'm nervous I spit rude words that don't fit me.

Hayes:" You're a jerk, bro. You should be more respectful, you don't know what he has gone trough in his life. Don't call him stupid, he isn't and you know that as well. Accept it. That's it. " He turns away from me..

Nash:" Hayes.. I'm not gay.."

Hayes:" OK IT'S CLEAR !!! Now shut up and get out of my room. Just think about how to hide your emotions and who you are, if you really don't want to admit there's a chance that you're into boys.."

Nash:" Ok Hayes. Thanks bro"

I try to hug him but he dosn't face me: Maybe I've been too rude.

Should I hide what I feel for the rest of my life ?!

WAIT, I'M STILL THINKING I'M GAY.

I'm not, I'm just into.. Cameron.