Call my name

Never stop saying my name

CAM POV

I come in Nash's room. Again. After we slept together I've never stepped into his house again. It's a little bit better now: the clothes are in the closet and there's no danger to stumbling and falling on the floor; his bed is empty, I mean I didn't expect to find a girl but.. Ok that's enough. CAMERON FOCUS ON HIM.

Nash:"So.. why are you here ?? It's a little late.."

Cameron:"Yeah, I-I know.. but I couldn't go to sleep thinking about w-what I did today.."

Nash:"I'm not mad at you, you were right. I'm an asshole and I deserved a lesson.."

Cameron:"Ok but it was so rude and.. "

Nash:"Oh c'mon, Why are you here ?? The real reason.."He rolls his eyes

Cameron:"Ehm.. actually.. After what happened today, not only the "lesson".. I talk about the way you act with me, too.."

Nash:"So?? What do you want to know ?"

He's so nervous.. We're both shaking..

Cameron: " Nash we're too old to play with our feelings, I-I don't know about you but I..I really.. you know what... You're a great boy and we met in a very bad time for me so when you started talking to me in the team, it just.. happened. We spend every fucking single day together and I can't stay far from you. This is what I feel and hope you will still respect me as a person or player. I'm sorry about this." I've just spitted out everything that came up on my mind.

Nash:"I know you.. like me... but you also know that I'm straight and we can only be friends. Cameron I really like you but not in the same way. I've been playing a little 'cause I like the effect I have on you when we are together.. I'm sorry for everything. So.. just friends ??" He looks down..

He's been playing with my feelings since the beginning. All I thought about the way he acted, what he did.. everything was just a lie. I was wrong again.

Cameron:"Just friends..of course." How can I say these painful words ??

He watches at me and opens his arms.. I don't know what to do, maybe an hug is not a good idea..

Nash:"Who wants an hug-bro?" he smiles at me, a sad smile

I can't stay away from him. It's an obsession.

Cameron:"I think me."

The hug is full of passion, pain,feelings.. but I feel so protected in his arms.

Cameron:"Sorry Nash, I gotta go now. See you tomorrow."

I smile at him and I head to the door..

NASH POV

I can't lie to him. He's just told me everything about what he feels, he spit me the truth and I answered with a fucking lie. I didn't play with him, all I did was real..

I want Cameron in my arms, I want Cameron beside me in the team, I want Cameron crying on my shoulder while we cuddle and yes, I want Cameron in my life. I just want.. Cameron. I can't let him go, he deserves to know.

Nash:"CAMERON HOLD ON !!" I almost scream

Cameron:"what th.." He turns his head

I push him against the door, he faces me and looks confused. His eyes are wide open and his breath become heavy. I look at his honey eyes then to his mouth, those wonderful lips that are calling me, they're begging me to kiss them..and I'm gonna do it, as well. I cut the distance between us, with an hand I grab Cameron's, interwining our fingers, while with the other one I gently push his chest against the door.. I keep looking at him, I can't believe what's going to happen... Finally I close my eyes and I kiss him. I press my lips on his and I hold my breath. I don't feel the butterflies in my stomach, besides there's a fucking drummer which is playing heavy metal in my little broken heart. It's all new: I've never felt this before. I feel dirty,wrong.. but incredibly happy.

He breaks the kiss after a while.. He put his forehead on mine and with the eyes still closed he cups my face with his warm hands.

Cameron:"Are you still playing ??" He whispers against my mouth

Nash:"Too old for playing, though.." I giggle

He smiles at me and comes back to my lips. OUR kiss is intense, strong and we are perfect together. We move in synch, I'm scared and he knows it but he leaves me tasting this new thing. I open my mouth just to breath but he suddenly put his tongue on me and he starts to explore. It's getting hot here and my parents are downstairs. We are in a dangerous situation.. but I don't care. We keep on kissing while I grab his sides, pushing him even closer to me, he hugs me tight and we melt in a whole thing. Between sights and little moans I softly bit his lips and he seems to like it. The pressure is incredible, we should stop. Or nah.

Eventually, we stop kissing but he pecks some little kisses on my cheeks, he looks so happy.

Cameron:" So ?? What is gonna happen now ??"

Nash:"I don't know. I-I just want to live this moment, but I'm still confused. I used to be straight till 20 seconds ago. It's all new for me." I smirk at him.

Cameron:"I'm gonna teach you how to survive, though." He laughs.

I kiss and hold him again... I leave a little shiny tear falling from my eye. I'm fine.

Cameron:"You ok Nash ??" he whispers.

Nash:"Never stop saying my name, please."

Cameron:"Ok, Nash."

We stay this way for a while, then he leaves my waist and pecks me a quickly kiss on my bruised lips. He should come back home but now I want him to stay.

Cameron:"I gotta go. See you tomorrow, goodnight."

I take his chin to turn his head to me, so he can faces me.

Nash:"Goodnight ??" I give him a questioned look.

Cameron:"What?"

Nash:"My name,Cameron"

Cameron:"Ouh.. Goodnight NASH" He giggles a bit. He knows the influence he has on me.

Nash:"Goodnight Cameron".

And he leaves. I can watch him from my window and with our kiss all my fears disappear.

I head to Hayes's room, I push the door a little bit and I see my little brother asleep. He looks so freaking cute. I wish I could be young like him: less problems.

CAM POV

OK, I'm sure now:he has some personal diseases.

"Oh Cameron I used to play with you and your emotions, just friends?! What about a passionate kiss ?!"

I can't say I didn't appreciated it, of course.. He's a good kisser, but remains a trouble-maker. Now I don't know what to do, how to act.. how to hide all this stuff, too. I'm so tired, I need to sleep. I put my earphones on and some R&B makes me fall asleep in my bed. In my EMPTY bed.

Nash, I wish you were here...