Call my name

Father

CAMPOV

The sunshine through the curtains violently hits my face and wakes me.Groaning, I roll on the other side of the bed, which is empty. I sigh, enjoying the fresh breeze that gently brushes the skin of my back, and Nash's scent which is still in my pillow.

My eyes shot open 'cause I almost forgot. Today I have to see my father.. after so many years. I don't think I'm ready or that I want to do this all alone.. I need some advice. I grab my phone from the nightstand and when I find Kian's contact I call him.

Kian:"WooCam what's wrong ?!? It's early morning.." He groans, I probably just woke him.

Cameron:"Ehyman I'm sorry I just need your usual advice about how to go through all this shit..."

Kian:"What are you talking about ??"

Cameron:"Eh you know.. Today I'm gonna meet that asshole of my father after all these years and I don't really know how to act, what to say and stuff..."

Kian:"Ouh..well.. first don't be rude even if you would be right bacause remember that if he wants to see you that means that he cares or atleast wants to find the special bond that you two used to have. Then, I think you could ask him about why he left and what he has been doing all this time.. most of all try to feel confident and remember that you can run off him whenever you want and me and Jc are gonna wait for you at our place. OK ??"

Cameron:"Well thanks Kian, I guess you're right. I'm so scared.. I don't know if Ishould go there alone"

Kian:"In my opinion, it's a "father-and-son" thing so you two need to be alone to sort this shit out. You're old enough to take care of yourself and make people respect you.."

Cameron:"Yeah,you're right. I'll do this. Alone. Anyway, see you later, I'll need you and Jc after all this father drama." I giggle

Kian:"Whenever you want, we'll wait for you. Did you tell it to Nash yet ??"

Cameron:"Fuck..I forgot. I'll tell him when it's all over. See you soon, thanks again"

Kian:"It's nothing. Love you man"

I hang up and I rush to the bathroom to take a quick shower and get ready.

After I get dress I run down the stairs and head to the kitchen where I frantically look for my keys and wallet not noticing my mother on the sofa.

Gina:"Babe, why in a rush ??"

Cameron:"I'm late to see the guys. Good morning and  bye, see you later."

I walk out of the door and start walking down the street to the placeof the meeting. I'm fucking shaking.. what if I don't recognize him?? What if he doesn't like me ?? WHAT IF HE KNOWS THAT I'M GAY ?!..It's going to be one of the worst day of my whole life.

I reach Starbucks and I go inside waiting my turn for ordering

After I get my coffee I head to one of the many empty tables and I wait. I wait for him, for my father, for the bastard who left me 17 years agoo with only my mother.

I wait.and wait and wait...

Afteran our a middle-aged man with brown hair and eyes sits in front ofme and gently taps my shoulder

Cameron:"Hello,can I help you ?"

Father:"You don't remember me right ??"

Myheart stops beating for a couple of seconds as I recognize the voice.He's the asshole who ruined my life.