Insane

There's Blood On My Hands But The Killer's Not The Enemy

*Kiara*

"Hey Declan Do you guys have any oran- OH MY GOD DECLAN!" He was laying on his kitchen floor with a butchers knife in his shoulder.

What do I do? I'm giving him CRP. Nothing. What should I do!?

Rachel. Call Rachel.

"Rachel, I don't know what happened. Should I call 911? I don't know what to do. Rachel, I'm scared, I don't know what's gonna happen to him. Come over here"

"I don't know what you're talking about - but call 911. Ill be over in a bit."

After she hung up I called 911. There was blood all over my hands. Why Declan? I can hear the sound of sirens in the distance. The ambulance. Rachel comes in after a man with a gurney.

"What happ-"

"He's dead - he tried - he wasn't breathing."

"Do you know why?"

"No. I don't know. I don't know why. Why? Declan, why?"

*Declan*

"Declan? Declans awake. Rachel come here, he's awake." I hear kiara say.

"Where am I?"

"The hospital, dumbass." Rachel says so warmingly.

"You're in the hospital - I had to call 911. Why declan?" Kiara says crying.

"Because."

"Because? That's not a reason. Because isn't a reason." Rachel said- she left the room. Angry.

"Why did you do it?" Kiara said still crying.

"I was fed up with everything. Kat cheated on me. She broke my heart after I broke up with her for you. I loved her. Then she went and dated Ashton and now she's with Casey."

"What?" Kiara said puzzled.

"I broke up with kat for you. But I still love her. And I saw her and Caseys pictures on facebook and I just couldn't take it."

"You broke up with her.....but still love her.......and for me?" She ran out of the room crying. Why doesn't she understand.?

"So you were fed up with it? You never thought that I was fed up with everything?" Rachel says entering the room again.

" I couldn't take it. My mom. My dad. Kat, I loved her. Everything. I couldn't take it all."

"You......loved a girl."

"I DID, but I broke up with her because I like kiara."

"You? The Etown Player.....loved someone.? Declan," she sat down on the chair next to my hospital bed, "I'm sorry. For everything. For Jon. Your Mom. Your Dad. Kat. I'm just sorry." I don't know weather to believe her or not.

"Its okay. I'm sorry too. Did she tell you I kissed her yet....?"

"WHAT!? You KISSED her!? NO, STOP, That's NOT OKAY.....I just, no......Good."

"You don't make any sense."

"Haha, You're better off with kiara than Kat." Its like we were best friends again.