Insane

Please Don't Judge Me

*Kiara*

My parents are out of town for a month. A whole moth by myself. My mom left like 300 dollars in an envolope on the kitchen counter for food and shit. What am I gonna do for a month? By my self?

I feel kind of bad about yesterday. I just ditched Declan. Now I just wanna go up to him and hug him so hard he dies. Words cannot express how bad I feel. At least one relationship is happy - Rachels.

"Hey, do you wanna like.....come chill?" I called Declan on their house phone - which my mom had on a piece of paper on the fridge.

"I guess." He sounded kind of like he didn't want to though.

We hung up and then I heard a knock on my side door. I put a movie in - The Purge. I figured....why not.

Maybe if I get scared Declan can hold me tight in his ar- NO. Nothings gonna happen.

"The Purge?" He asked

"Yeah, Rachel says its really good."

"Oh." He says sarcastically. "It must be GREAT then." He said with a fake smile.

"Well, if Rachel says-"

"Stay away from her." What the fuck?

"Why?"

"Just play the movie." What happened between them.? Whatever, I'm with Declan right now. Yes! This is practically a date. He's in my house. We're alone. WE'RE IN MY HOUSE ALO-

No.

Declan got up to make some popcorn. What? He thinks this is his house?

"Uhm, ill get us popcorn."

"I know how to Kiara. Your house is the exact same layout as mine."

"You don't know where we put our food and dishes. Do you?" I said crossing my arms knowing he has no clue. "Yeah, that's what I thought."

I grab a bowl out of the cupboard above the sink and get the popcorn out of the lazy-susan. Declan takes them both from me and microwaves them. Bitch.

"Llisten, I'm really sorry about yesterday."

"Its fine."

"But I feel like shit, I just actually really wanna hug you right now. I thought I saw you crying yester-"

"Me? Crying?"

"Yeah, you WERE crying." I wrapped my arms around him and hugged him.

Oh my unholy mother of satan! I'm hugging him! Jesus, he smells so good. Oh my god. What is happening?

What's happening? Kiara get off of him.

"Haha, sorry." I say blushing.

"Its okay. Actually its fine. But you know what's better?" The microwave beeps as he says fine. I didn't pay attention to what he said as the microwave went off.

I got the popcorn out, turned around, and walked into my first kiss in Pennsylvainia.