Another update.... I've been spoiling you guys, lol
Today was the last day until Chancelor left me for 2 fucking years. I just couldn't believe it but had to deal with it because nothing can prevent him from doing so. As Brian was at the studio with Taylor, I was at lunch with Chancelor and his parents.
"So I just have a question for you both," Chancelor's dad asked as be both nodded our heads awaiting the question.
"Are you guys still a thing?" he asked.
"Yeah," I spoke up as Chancelor looked over at me waiting for me to respond. "I love your son, I truly do. There's no one else on my mind all the time except for him so it wouldn't even work out for me to be with anyone else," I slightly chuckled as they joined me. "As long as he's willing to make this work, I am too." I finished as Chancelor wrapped his arm around my shoulder kissing me on my cheek.
"That's beautiful," his mom chimed in.
As we continued eating, I could only think about me being pregnant. There was no point in even going to the doctor or taking a test because I in fact knew that I was. I didn't know how to tell Chancelor because he has already lost a child and he is leaving. I'm sure he wouldn't want to miss 2 years of his child's life. This is all just the worse timing.
"Something wrong baby?" Chancelor asked me as he continued driving down the street.
"No," I whispered as tears fell down my cheeks.
"Briana," Chancelor said in a calm tone. "Talk to me," he said as he pulled the car over.
"I don't know if I can," I said barely audible as my voice cracked.
"Yes you can, tell me what's on your mind." He said as he grabbed my hand rubbing it soothingly. "Baby, look at me." He said as he leaned over and kissed my forehead.
I just couldn't. I felt terrible for even allowing this to happen. As I just sat there motionless, I felt Chancelor unbuckle my seat belt and pull me onto him.
"Briana," he spoke as he held me in the driver's seat.
"Yes," I whispered as I fixed myself up.
"Talk to me," he said as he looked down at me pecking my lips. "Please," he begged.
"I'm pretty sure I'm pregnant," I blurted out as he squeezed me harder.
"It's okay," He assured me. "We're okay," he said as he kissed my forehead repeatedly. "We gon figure it out," he said as he just held me for a moment.
I finally gained the courage to get myself together fully and returned to my seat.
"Do you want to see a doctor right now? Cus I can take you," Chancelor suggested.
"Sure," I said simply.
I honestly just wanted to go home and sleep.
"Just relax," Chancelor coached me as we walked inside of the doctor's office.
I checked in and filled out the paperwork before my name was called.
"It seems to me that you are indeed pregnant," the doctor told me. "About 4 weeks to be exact." she informed us.
"Oh," I said simply as Chancelor had a smile on his face.
Why would he be smiling? He act like he gon be here for the birth as well as the first year.
"Congratulations," The doctor told us as she gave us a "welcoming to motherhood" kit containing pamphlets, pills, and things of that nature.
"So I can't get out of leaving tomorrow because it's such short notice," Chancelor told me once we were settled in the car. "I'll be coming home early though, can't leave you by yourself to raise a baby alone," he said as he pulled out of the parking lot. "Keep in touch with Taylor if you ever need anything while I'm away, you already know you can call me though. There's a $1,000 phone card on your dresser right now." he said as he grabbed my hand putting me at ease.
