fat
ugly
if i could
just loose
these last
few pounds
then i'd be
pretty
i watch her out of the corner of my eye
my best friend who'se slowly fading away
she's becoming so skinny that its scary
i can count all of her ribs easily now
she wears baggy clothing to hide it
she never eats anything now
you dont see
how fat i am
if i could just
drop this fat
then i will be
happy when
i'm finally
skinny
i hate being fat
its what makes
me so ugly
when she's not looking
i mess with her food
i put in the one
ingrediant
that she can't
resist eating
so she eats a little more
but i'm scared
what if she dies
can people live witout food
the questions bounce in my skull
i have nowhere to turn
no one notices whats wrong
if i could just loose these last pounds
i would be the perfect girl then
my friend would actually like me
they woulnd't be repulsed by me
i would be beautiful then