fat
                              ugly
                              if i could
                              just loose
                              these last
                              few pounds
                              then i'd be
                              pretty
                              i watch her out of the corner of my eye
                              my best friend who'se slowly fading away
                              she's becoming so skinny that its scary
                              i can count all of her ribs easily now
                              she wears baggy clothing to hide it
                              she never eats anything now
                              you dont see
                              how fat i am
                              if i could just
                              drop this fat
                              then i will be
                              happy when
                              i'm finally
                              skinny
                              i hate being fat
                              its what makes 
                              me so ugly
                              when she's not looking
                              i mess with her food
                              i put in the one 
                              ingrediant 
                              that she can't
                              resist eating
                              so she eats a little more
                              but i'm scared
                              what if she dies
                              can people live witout food
                              the questions bounce in my skull
                              i have nowhere to turn
                              no one notices whats wrong
                              if i could just loose these last pounds
                              i would be the perfect girl then
                              my friend would actually like me
                              they woulnd't be repulsed by me
                              i would be beautiful then
                                      
                                          
                                   
                                              
                                           
                                               
                                                  